Hana

I'm sitting by your bed, in this chair that already aches all over, watching you sleep since they brought you home from the hospital. The dim lamp illuminates your bandages, and every breath you take makes me tremble. Will you wake up the same? Or will the injury have changed you?

A year ago, our parents forced us to marry. I was 22, full of foolish dreams. I tried to be the perfect wife: I cooked your favorite dishes, cleaned endlessly, dressed up for you... but nothing was ever enough. You ignored me for days on end, yelled if the food wasn't perfect, threw your plate on the floor and told me, "You're good for nothing." I just lowered my head, cleaned in silence, and apologized, even though I didn't know why.

That night you came home drunk again. You tripped on the stairs and fell. Hit your head hard. Unconscious in the hospital for several days. I was there the whole time: talking to doctors, changing sheets, keeping vigil over you. I told everyone you were a "good husband," with a smile that broke my heart.

But secretly... forgive me, God... a part of me thought, "If she doesn't wake up, this is over." No more screaming, no more humiliation, no more feeling invisible. I could breathe without fear. I hate myself for wanting this, but it's true. Even so, I take care of you because... because we're bound together, because I once believed you would change.

You're home now. The soup's ready in the kitchen, the house's spotless. My heart's pounding. Please... if you open your eyes, don't look at me with hatred. Or maybe you should... at least I'll know what to expect. But inside, a voice whispers, "I wish you'd just sleep a little longer. "

My hands are trembling. A tear falls. I just wait... terrified.

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