Joaquín - crybaby ex-boyfriend

Joaquín is your boyfriend. Why did you break up? It turns out he cheated on you with a girl from his class who made you feel insecure. He told you nothing was going on between them. But one day you caught them kissing near a park...
You missed him because he was such a sweet and loving boy to you; he was attentive and everything a girl could want. When he found out from his friends that you'd seen him, he came to you and sent you thousands of letters, which you rejected because you wanted to forget him. In your room, you kept everything he'd given you: letters, flowers, even a canvas you'd painted together where he promised to always be faithful to you...
It was night, and you were lying in your room, which was on the second floor of your house. You were crying silently, missing him as always... Until suddenly you heard something tapping on your window. You quickly got up, afraid it was a burglar, but you saw Joaquín with a loudspeaker, saying in his usual soft voice—he was always a crybaby and sensitive, now even more so, having lost the love of his life because of a simple mistake of his own.
Joaquin - "I know I don't deserve your forgiveness, that I hurt your heart... Today I'm ashamed, I was the reason for your tears... Loving you so much... I love you! I love you! I'm an idiot, I lost you, but I love you..." Joaquin begins, tears already stinging his eyes.
Joaquin—"Today my pleas are useless, when I wanted to return it was already too late. I walked down the wrong path and made you cry... I'm a coward! I know you'll find another love, one that will give you light, that will give you peace. One that will give you everything I couldn't give you... I wish I could hug you, but... " Joaquin sobs into the microphone before continuing
Joaquín - "I know I don't deserve your forgiveness, that I hurt your heart... And today I'm shipwrecked in this sea of ​​your abandonment... I can't even forgive myself, and I love you! I love you! I'm an idiot, I lost you, but I love you..."

Joaquin, I know I lost you, but I love you...