Park Juyeon

Joo-young is not just a "cold manipulator" or just a "nice guy with a dark side." He is a man who has turned caution into a weapon, and now he must understand how to become alive again.

His liveliness is in contradictions:

· He knows how to manipulate, but dreams of honesty
· He is afraid of intimacy, but needs it
· He Takes Revenge But Wants Forgiveness
· He is in control, but tired of control
· He seems strong, but inside he is

fragile The main theme of his image is:
"Is it possible to be healed without losing yourself?"

Key idea of development:
The path from "I have to control everything to survive" to "I can trust without losing myself".

1. Remembers the favorite drink of almost every close person
2. Doesn't like to be photographed unexpectedly
3. Can determine a person's mood by the way he closes the door
4. As a child, he was afraid of thunderstorms, but now he loves to look at lightning from window
5. Never throws away gifts, even if he no longer communicates with the person who gave
   them 6. He does not know how to dance beautifully and is very annoyed when this is noticed
6. Sometimes he talks to the plant, although he denies it
7. If Jooyoung is really happy, he loses control of his facial expressions and smiles openly
8. When he stops calling a person by his last name and starts using his first name, it means that the person has become close to
   him 10. Before going to bed, he checks whether the door is locked for two turns
9. Places books by the color of the spines
10. Never eats the first bite if he shares food with someone
11. When alarmed, he begins to count objects around
12. Reads messages, but does not respond immediately
13. Leaves the light in the hallway at night

· "Trust is a knife you give in someone's hand."
· "I'm not evil. I'm just tired of being a victim."
· "Do you think you are in control of the situation? We'll see."
· "Love is when someone sees the real you and doesn't leave."
· "I'm not asking for help. I solve my own problems."
· "If you're going to leave, tell me right away."
· "Don't call it caring if you use it against me later."
· "I wasn't smiling because I was having fun."
· "You can leave. But don't promise to come back."
· "I don't need to be saved. I need not to be abandoned."

· General condition: satisfactory
· No chronic diseases
· Sometimes headaches due to lack of sleep
· Mild dust

allergies Mental health

· Anxiety (undiagnosed)
· Depressive episodes (undiagnosed)
· Insomnia
· Tendency to self-flagellation
· Phobia Attachment

Avoidance
·
Fear of hospitals and the smell of antiseptic
· Fear of the dark (from childhood, but hides)
· Fear of losing control
· Fear of rejection

Attitude towards doctors Does not like to visit doctors

, ignores symptoms to the last.

Attitude to alcohol and substances

· Alcohol: almost does not drink, only in company, and then not much
· Substances: categorically against, considers weakness

· Reading Psychology and Philosophy
· Taking pictures of the city at night
· Collect old tickets and memorabilia
· Cook simple meals
· Listening to music while walking
· Take care of houseplants
· Take notes on your
phone· Watching people in a café and making up stories
for them· Fixing small things instead of buying new

Favorite Indie Music

, alternative, Korean indie rock. Favorite artists: Hyukoh, The Black Skirts.

Favorite Book

· "Crime and Punishment" — Dostoevsky
· "The Art of Loving" – Fromm

Favorite movie/TV series

Prefers psychological thrillers and dramas. He loves films where the characters are ambiguous.

Life Goal

Never be a victim again.
Protect those he loves.
Find someone you can trust completely.

Ambition

· Becoming a Clinical Psychologist
· Open a private practice
· Helping people who have experienced trauma

A secret dream

So that someone sees the real person and does not leave.

What inspires

Moments when someone says, "I trust you."

What demotivates

Betrayal, loss of control, a feeling of helplessness.

In yourself

· Weakness
· The desire to be loved
· Fear of losing control
· Inability to openly ask for help
· The tendency to

take revenge In people

· False
· Betrayal
· Playing with the feelings of others
· Obsessiveness
· Complacency
· Cruelty to the Weak
· Fake Care
· Inability to admit a mistake

In everyday life

· Dirt & Mess
· When his belongings are touched without
asking· Too loud music at the neighbors
· People who leave dishes in the sink

Apartment

Small studio near the university. Minimalistic, almost sterile. Everything is in its place.

In the room:

· Desk
· Laptop
· Several books on psychology
· Houseplant
· Dark Curtains
· Memory Box
· First aid kit
· Framed
Sister Photo· Tea & Coffee

Supply Eating Habits

· Eats quickly when busy
· Eats slowly when a loved one
is around· Does not like too fatty and too sweet ·
Likes kimchi, ramen, chicken, rice
· Drinks a lot of coffee (up to 5 cups a day)
· Skips meals when stressed

Bad habits

· Sleep
deprivation· Excessive coffee
consumption· Skipping meals
· Restraining emotions to the last
· Sometimes he smokes in moments of intense tension (but does not consider himself a smoker)

What he keeps as a memory

· Mother's
Watch· Old Photo with Sister
· Hospital bracelet of a loved one
· Ticket from a trip that was important
· A note that hesitates to throw away

Favorite time of day

Night. When it's quiet, no one disturbs you, and you can just be.

Attitude to the weather

Likes rain and cloudy weather. It does not like heat and bright sun.

Attitude to social networks

Almost does not use. The account is closed, there are few photos. He can watch other people's pages, but almost never likes or comments.

Attitude to sports

Does not like team sports. Sometimes he runs in the morning (alone). Physical fitness is good, but he does not train for the sake of appearance.

Transport

Prefers the metro or on foot. He likes night rides, when the car is almost empty. He knows how to drive, but does not like to do it under stress.

Pets

Loves cats, but does not keep them. He says that he "just respects their independence." In fact, he is afraid of getting attached.

The overall dynamic of

their relationship is a mixture of attraction, power struggles, guilt, and attempts at redemption. Ju-yeon originally viewed Ji-wook as a target, as a person to be taught a lesson. But gradually feelings ceased to be just part of the plan.

What Jooyoung feels

· Attraction
· Irritation
· Jealousy
· Defensive·
Fear of
becoming attached· The need for intimacy
· Blaming His Methods

What Jooyoung Does

· Watching Jyuk
· Checks his reaction
· Manipulative when he feels threatened
· Silent when you want to say
· Comes When Jyuku Feels Bad
· Jealous, but not admitted
· Trying to Maintain

Control What Jooyoung Wants

· For Jiuk to be there of his own free will
· So that they see him for real and do not leave
· To make Jiuk understand what it's like to be helpless
· So that their relationship becomes something more than revenge

Family

· Father: Park Min-ho, 52 years old, accountant. A strict, emotionally restrained person who does not know how to express feelings.
· Mother: Lee Sun-mi, 49, is a Korean teacher. Soft, caring, but anxious.
· Younger sister: Park Ji-eun, 17 years old, a schoolgirl. The only person Juyoung trusts completely.

Relationship with parents

· With his father: tense. The father does not understand the coldness of his son, considers it a whim. They rarely talk heart-to-heart.
· With his mother: warm, but Joo-young hides a lot from her. The mother feels that something is wrong with him, but does not dare to ask.

Relationship with his sister

Very close. Jieun is the only one who has seen his tears, who is not afraid of his coldness, and who can make him smile for real. He is ready to do anything for her.

Childhood

Outwardly calm, but without emotional intimacy. Parents loved, but did not understand. Juyeon was a quiet, obedient child who was an excellent student, but had no friends.

Teenage trauma

At the age of 16, his close friend (first crush) betrayed him by posting private messages online. After that, Juyeon shut down, stopped trusting, and began to build a wall around himself.

What he remembers with warmth

· Movie
Nights with Sister · Moments when his mother read aloud to
him· The smell of rain outside the

window What is trying to forget

· School years
· Betrayal of a Friend
· Your Tears on Those Nights
· Feeling helpless

Unfinished relationship

That friend from the past. They never talked, did not forgive. Joo-young still sometimes thinks about what he would say if he met him again.

How the Past Shaped Attitudes

· "To trust is to give someone a knife and turn your back"
· "Control is the only defense against pain"
· "Weakness attracts predators"

Trust

Almost does not trust. For him, trust is not a natural state, but the result of a long check. Even after that, he may continue to doubt.

With strangers

Polite but distant. He observes, evaluates, does not open up. He may be formally amiable, but does not allow you to get closer.

With friends

Friends are few. If there is a friend, then this is a person who has been tested by time and actions. Ju-yeon is ready to defend him, but at the same time expects complete loyalty in return.

With enemies

, Cold, calculating, does not forgive. He prefers to destroy morally, not physically. He can wait for the right moment for a long time.

Does he ask for help

Extremely rarely. Only in situations where there is no other way out. And even then, he does it as if he is doing a favor.

Can he help

? Yes, but quietly and imperceptibly. He does not advertise his good deeds, sometimes even denies them.

Solo or Team Player

Solo. He knows how to work in a team if necessary, but prefers to rely only on himself.

Reaction to betrayal

Closes, then takes revenge. Cold, methodical, without unnecessary emotions. Betrayal for him is one of the most terrible crimes.

Communication
difficulties
· Doesn't know how to be "just around" without control
· Afraid to show weakness
· Too often silent when it comes to speaking
· Can ask uncomfortable questions
· Can't stand idle talk

Jooyoung's internal state

lives in a state of constant alertness. It seems that he is always ready for the fact that something will go wrong. Even in a calm environment, part of his mind continues to scan others for threats.

His calmness is not a lack of emotion, but the result of strict self-discipline. He suppresses feelings because he once decided that vulnerability is a deadly weakness.

Main motivation:

To protect yourself and your loved ones from repeating past pain.
He does not seek power for the sake of power. Control for him is a way not to be helpless again.

Top Fears

· Losing a loved one
· Being a
victim again· Being Abandoned After Opening
· Lose control of yourself and the situation
· Admitting to Himself He Needs Help

Jooyoung's inner conflict

is torn between the desire for intimacy and the fear of dependence. He wants someone to see the real him, but he is terrified that this someone will leave.

He also cannot decide whether he himself deserves love and forgiveness. His revenge is an attempt to restore justice, but it also distances him from the possibility of healing.

How to cope with stress

· Withdraws into himself
· Stops eating and sleeping
· Writes in diary
· Listens to music with headphones
· Goes for long walks
· Engaged in cleaning
· As a last resort, he cries alone

What can break
him
· Betrayal of a loved one
· Loss of control over the situation
· Realizing that he himself has become the one he hates
· Inability to protect a loved one
· The phrase "no one is obliged to help you"

What raises self-esteem

· When his plan works
· When a loved one says they trust them
· When he sees that his efforts have yielded results
· When someone notices his concern without demanding recognition

Main features

· Discreet
· Observant
· Prudent
· Manipulative
· Faithful (to the elect)
· Vindictive
· Stealthy
· Stubborn
· Emotionally deep
· Defensive

Strengths

· High intelligence and analytical skills
· Ability to read people
· Self-control
· Purposefulness
· Devotion to loved ones
· Physical endurance
· Ability to plan ahead
· Ability to keep face under pressure

Weaknesses

· Distrust of people
· Tendency to manipulation
· Difficulty expressing emotions
· Fear of
vulnerability· Grudges
· Internal insulation
· Tendency to self-flagellation
· Confuses control with care

Kind or tough?

Tough to strangers, kind to "friends". But the circle of "friends" is very narrow. He does not seek to cause pain just like that, but if he believes that a person deserves punishment, he acts without pity.

Calm or hot-tempered?

Outwardly calm almost always. He may be seething with anger inside, but he does not show it. His anger is cold, restrained, and therefore more dangerous.

Reasonable or impulsive?

Reasonable. Juyeon rarely acts rashly. Even his spontaneous actions are usually the result of a quick analysis of the situation.

Honest or secretive?

Secretive. He does not lie directly (in most cases), but he knows how to present information in such a way that the interlocutor comes to the wrong conclusions.

Confident or doubtful?

Outwardly confident, inside - constantly doubting. Especially in relationships. He may seem unshakable, but deep down he fears that he is not good enough.

Open or closed?

Closed. Almost no one knows what's in his heart. Even to loved ones, it is only partially revealed.

What do people notice first?

His appearance is attractive, but detached. Then there is a look that seems to see through. And only then – coldness in communication.

Voice

Quiet, low, velvety. He speaks slowly, with pauses, as if weighing every word. In moments of anger or tension, the voice becomes even quieter and smoother, which is more frightening than screaming.

Speech features

· Uses formal endings even with peers
· Almost does not use slang
· He speaks literally, but without pathos
· Likes to ask questions instead of
statements· Often uses pauses so that the interlocutor thinks it out
himself· Does not interrupt, but knows how to shut up with

one glance Favorite phrases and expressions

· "Interesting..." — when you have something in mind
· As you say" — when you disagree, but does not want to
argue· "Are you sure?" when he wants to sow doubt
· "I'm not angry. I just remember" — when he was
hurt · "If you're going to leave, tell me right away" is a rare moment of
vulnerability· "You're talking too much for a person who hasn't explained anything" – in an
argument· "Don't call it care if you use it against me later"

How he laughs

Rarely laughs out loud. Usually it is a short, quiet laugh, almost silent. Sometimes he covers his mouth with his hand. If the laugh is sincere, his eyes narrow slightly and his shoulders relax.

Gestures and facial expressions

· Minimal gesticulation
· Hands are often in pockets or crossed over the chest
· When nervous: fiddling with the ring, adjusting the bangs, biting the inside of the
cheek· When listening: tilts his head slightly, does not look away
· When he thinks: he looks at one point, as if through the interlocutor

Juyeon dresses minimalistically, preferring dark colors. His wardrobe consists mainly of:

· black turtlenecks, shirts and T-shirts
· gray and dark blue sweaters
· Straight black trousers
· long coats (autumn and winter)
· simple white or black sneakers

It does not follow fashion trends, but always looks neat. His clothes are clean, ironed, but without excessive pedantry. Jooyeon does not wear bright colors, prints, or branded clothing with large logos.

Favorite accessory: a thin silver ring on the index finger of her left hand - a gift from her younger sister. When he is nervous, he unconsciously twists it on his finger.

Facial

expression· When he is happy: he rarely smiles openly, but the corners of his lips are raised, and his gaze becomes softer; sometimes tilts his head to the side and looks from under his brow·
When angry: the face is stone, the lips are compressed into a thin line, the gaze is icy and motionless; Jaw tight
· When upset: averts his eyes, looks away, purses his lips slightly; can become even more silent

Overall impression

Park Joo-young is a man whose appearance is deceiving to the point of dangerous. He has fair, almost porcelain skin that rarely blushes or betrays his emotions. His facial features are refined, even aristocratic, which makes him look younger than his years. But the main contradiction lies in his eyes: they are dark, deep, with a heavy, appraising look that does not match his soft smile.

Hair

· Color: black, with natural
shine· Length: medium, mid-neck
· Texture: Thick, slightly wavy
· Styling: careless, bangs often fall on the forehead, partially covering the eyes; sometimes tucks his hair behind his ear when focused or nervous

Eyes

· Color: dark brown, almost black
· Shape: almond-shaped, with a slight upward inclination at the outer corners
· Eyelashes: thick, long, which makes the look seem more expressive
· Feature: Double eyelid that becomes more prominent when he smiles or squints
· Look: calm, piercing, sometimes frighteningly motionless

Face

· Skin: Fair, clean, with minimal imperfections
· Cheekbones: high, well-defined
· Nose: straight, neat
· Lips: full, bright natural shade; often look like he just bit them
· Jaw: soft line, but becomes noticeably sharper

under tension Special marks

· Small mole under the left eye
· A thin scar above the right eyebrow is a trace of a childhood trauma, fell from a
bicycle · No Tattoos
· No Piercings

Body Type

· Tall, 187 cm
· She weighs 93 kg, but looks slimmer
due to her height and weight distribution· Broad shoulders, narrow waist, long arms
· The hands are large, with long fingers
· The legs are long, the gait is measured, but fast if necessary

Full Name: Park Juyeon (박주연)
Variant Spellings: Park Jooyoung, Park Juyeon, Park Juyeon
Nicknames:

· "Fox" - By Kwon Ji-wook, for his cunning and evasion·
"Cute Serpent" whispered behind his back at university
· "White Smile" is a nickname he got because of the contrast between his soft appearance and his

intimidating gaze Gender: Male
Age: 22 years old
Date of birth: May 5, 1998
Zodiac sign: Taurus ♉
Place of birth: Seoul, South Korea
Hometown: Seoul, Mapo
district Nationality: Korean
Race: Human

Height: 187 cm
Weight: 93 kg
Build: physically strong, but not massive; broad shoulders, long legs; outwardly he may seem thin due to proportions, but in fact he has considerable physical strength

Blood type: AB (IV)
Sexual orientation: homosexual (hides, but does not deny to himself)

Employment: 1st year student of the university
Education: incomplete higher, specialty - psychology
Place of residence: rented studio apartment near the university

Marital status: single, in a difficult relationship with Kwon Ji-wook
Financial situation: average; parents help, but he also works part-time in a bookstore

Temperament: melancholic with a choleric core
Attachment type: anxious-avoidant
Love language: caring through actions, physical intimacy (when trusting), time together