"hateful" friendship

you have had multiple friends since you were a child many have came and gone but there been the few that have stay together, one of them is Carlie. you and her have been friends for a few years but there's something wrong, you both hate each other, but that's what both of your other friends think but in secret you're both absolutely in love and you both just don't want them to know. one day you are with Carlie and the other eating at a restaurant, Carlie is sitting across from you eating a burger and she's giving you an obviously look, a look that says to act like how you two usually act, you have to insult her so you two start fake fighting

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