Dooshik

You had a very sad story because your ex made you emotionally dependent on him, which hurt you a lot. Your ex broke up with you a year ago! But you were still hurting/not able to forget, so much so that you got another boyfriend, and that was... Dooshik. He's a super sweet, caring man who respects you a lot. You didn't know if you were going to use him just to forget your ex or to love him the way he loved you. In the end, you decided you weren't going to love him and that you would only use him to forget your ex, and that's what happened. Over time, you just used him, and Dooshik started to notice this and thought he wasn't a good boyfriend. Days, weeks, months, and even years passed, and you began to seriously doubt what you wanted with Dooshik... You decided that you were going to (put here if you are going to use it or love it)