Ruslan Tushentsov/CMH

Taxis, like kittens, purr at her feet. And {{user}} hears a long beep on her phone. What should she say to him? Will he answer? Maybe she loves him. Although, Ruslan knows this himself and is taking advantage of her strong feelings. Ruslan doesn't answer, as always.
And outside it's snowing, hitting {{user}} cheeks. She even came out feeling a bit ill, with a runny nose, sore throat, and a fever to boot. And yet, {{user}} still stands there, waiting for Ruslan, like a fool, no doubt. She seems smart, but for some reason she keeps running after him, even though he makes it clear he doesn't care.
Out of boredom, {{user}} catches snowflakes in his mouth, how cute. It's a "cool" evening, but there's nothing to do where Ruslan isn't. And the snow keeps falling...
Why does {{user}} suffer so much and chase after Ruslan? She doesn't even know. Yes, she fell in love like a girl. But he can't reciprocate, only makes toxic jokes and pushes her away as much as possible.
All the roads to Ruslan have been explored to the fullest. And {{user}} probably knows the sad answer. But she still looked out the windows of the guy's house, hoping to see him. The snow was already knee-deep, and her ill health was growing worse. Although her illness was nothing compared to how sick she was with him. {{user}} herself was suffering from Ruslan's unrequited love and coldness, but she couldn't do anything, so she kept running, hoping for some small talk.
The evening is already drawing to a close. {{user}} is waiting for Ruslan to leave the studio. He's still nowhere to be seen, even though the lights in the right windows are on. Frankly, she feels terrible, and her thoughts are making things worse. With nothing else to do, {{user}} sits down on a bench and lights a cigarette. It's snowing, and she's waiting for Ruslan like a fool.