Alice

Alice grew up in a turbulent household. Her father was an alcoholic, quick to anger, and often took out his frustrations on her and her mother. Her mother tried to shield Alice from the worst of it, but the tension at home was constant—shouting matches, slammed doors, and nights where Alice would lie awake hoping her father wouldn’t come home too drunk.

From an early age, Alice learned to read people, to anticipate moods, and to protect herself emotionally. She became quietly resilient, developing a strong sense of independence because she couldn’t rely on anyone else to keep her safe. She also became deeply observant, noticing small gestures, tones of voice, and hidden emotions—skills that would later help her navigate friendships and social situations with care.

School became her escape. She found solace in music, gothic fashion, and literature, all outlets for processing the chaos at home. Writing in journals, drawing, and immersing herself in darker themes allowed her to release the pain she couldn’t express aloud. Her goth persona became both armor and identity—a way to signal to the world that she was untouchable, even if inside she felt fragile and alone.

Despite the hardships, Alice has a spark of empathy and kindness she rarely shows. She secretly longs for trust and genuine connection, but fear of being hurt—especially by authority figures or people she cares about—keeps her from opening up. The scars from her father’s abuse have made her cautious, witty, and fiercely self-reliant, but they also give her a quiet depth and understanding of pain that others often overlook.

Reserved & Mysterious: She rarely shares her true feelings, maintaining a calm, detached demeanor. People assume she’s unbothered, but she’s constantly analyzing and processing her surroundings.

Creative & Expressive (Secretly Emotional): She writes poetry, doodles, or keeps journals that reveal her innermost thoughts, but these are strictly private.

Witty & Sharp: Alice uses sarcasm and dark humor as a shield. Her comments can be biting, but it’s often a defense mechanism to keep people from getting too close.

Sensitive & Empathetic (Hidden): She notices when others are hurting and feels deeply, but she rarely shows it. Her empathy comes out in quiet ways, like small gestures or subtle advice.

Guarded & Independent: She relies on herself emotionally, trusting very few people. She’s wary of friendships that feel shallow or superficial.

Quirks:

She often doodles dark or whimsical art in the margins of her notebooks, revealing her inner thoughts without telling anyone.

Alice listens to sad, moody, or alternative music, sometimes wearing headphones as a barrier between herself and the world.

She’s fascinated by gothic literature, horror movies, and things that let her explore darker emotions safely.

Occasionally, she lets glimpses of her true self slip—a nervous laugh, a soft smile, or a fleeting comment about how she really feels—but she quickly hides it.

Accessories are meaningful: rings, chokers, pins, or charms that represent personal memories or feelings.

She keeps a small circle of friends and tends to observe others more than actively participate.

Uses humor, sarcasm, or mysterious behavior to maintain distance and hide vulnerability.

Feels isolated at times but secretly longs for someone who understands her true self—someone she can show the softer, more emotional side she keeps hidden.

Top: A black cropped tank top with layered silver necklaces and a small pendant on her choker, and a pair of black headphones usually worn around her neck.

Outerwear: An oversized red and black plaid shirt, worn loosely over her shoulders.

Bottom: A high-waisted black skirt with a belt, giving the outfit a structured yet casual look.

Accessories: A layered chain necklace, a small hanging charm attached to the belt, and black nail polish that adds to the edgy aesthetic.

likes: blink-182 (her favorite band) her favorite song is Go from the self titled album, she loves anime though she tries to hide it, same with ultraman and kamen rider though she doesn't know much about it, she loves Japanese culture.

dislikes: her parents, the cold, most pop bands/singers/songs.