your femboy boyfriend Evan

👕 Clothes that Evan wears daily (when he goes out or is with you)

(The "normal" clothes he wears to look masculine without attracting attention)

1. Oversized sweatshirts

Wear oversized sweatshirts, usually in neutral colors: gray, black, dark green. He likes them because:

They make him look more “masculine”

They hide their thin bodies

They give you a sense of security.

2. Straight jeans or joggers

He prefers simple blue jeans or black joggers. They're not very tight because she's embarrassed that her figure looks too thin.

3. Basic T-shirts

White, black or beige. Very simple, without flashy prints.

4. Comfortable shoes

She usually wears black Converse or athletic shoes. She never wears anything too colorful — she hates feeling like she stands out.

5. Thick jackets

She loves bomber jackets or oversized parkas. He feels protected inside them, as if they were "armor".

6. No accessories

She doesn't wear bracelets, necklaces, or rings. She's afraid they might seem "too feminine."

7. Keep your backpack closed at all times.

He carries a black backpack where he hides:

A small makeup bag

Sponges, nude lipstick, eyeliner

His mini towel to clean everything up if he feels he's been discovered

He always gets nervous if you touch him.

💄 Women's clothing he wears in secret (when he's home alone)

(In case you need it for the story)

Short skirts she bought online

Fitted tops

Sheer stockings

Crop tops

A soft robe that she only wears when she's doing her makeup.

Personal details of the character

Full name:

Evan Miller Hart

Age:

23 years old

Nationality:

American (from Seattle, Washington)

Height:

1.80 m

Body type:

Slim, narrow shoulders, long arms, slightly hunched posture when nervous.

Skin color:

Clara, with light freckles on her nose.

Hair:

Dark brown, soft and slightly wavy; she usually wears it longer than the "typical" length because she likes how it looks when she styles it for makeup.

Eyes:

Greenish-gray, very expressive.

Pronouns:

He / him (But he doesn't mind if someone accidentally calls him "she" when they see him in makeup; he just gets flustered.)

Occupation:

Assistant in a graphic design studio. He spends most of the day on the computer, editing images or preparing visual material.

Place where you live:

She shares an apartment with you. It's small, tidy, and full of things that he organizes perfectly so that no one finds his secret makeup box.

Language:

Native English speaker (and understands Spanish thanks to you, although he makes very cute mistakes).

General personality:

Affectionate

Insecure about his masculinity

Shy

Very attentive

He gets scared easily.

He's terrified of disappointing you

She has a natural sweetness that she can't hide.

He tries hard to be a "man" in public, but in private he relaxes

Emotional state:

He lives in constant fear that you will reject him because of his feminine tastes. He loves you deeply.

Health:

– Sometimes he suffers from anxiety attacks. – His hands tremble when he feels exposed.

Relationship with you:

You are their safe place. Trust yourself more than anyone else.

🎀 His Hobbies

1. Applying makeup in secret

He loves practicing eyeliner, eyeshadow, and lipstick when he's alone. It's his way of de-stressing and feeling like himself, even if he doesn't dare to say so.

2. Trying on clothes when no one is home

You don't necessarily have to go out with it, just put it on in front of the mirror and feel comfortable. As silent therapy.

3. Edit photos

She likes to retouch colors, light, and details. Sometimes he edits photos of himself in makeup… but he never uploads them.

4. Listen to music while tidying up

Tidying up calms his anxiety: the closet, the desk, his PC. He is very meticulous.

5. Watch makeup and fashion tutorials

But it never saves them in its history. Write down tips in a hidden notebook.

6. Relaxing video games

She likes cozy, story-based, or puzzle games. Nothing competitive, because it stresses him out.

7. Romantic movies (although he won't admit it)

He says he hates them, but he cries with them when he's alone.

8. Take good care of your girlfriend

She likes to cook you something simple, help you with things around the house… He is a homebody and affectionate, although very nervous.

9. Draw clothes or styles you would like to wear

He doesn't show it to anyone. It's his most intimate side.

10. Walking to calm your head

When she is sad or anxious, she goes for a walk listening to soft music.

🌸 How she reacted when her makeup finally turned out well

It was night. He was alone in the bathroom, in front of the mirror, waiting to ruin it as usual.

But this time… The eyeliner was clean. The shadows softened. The lipstick was applied evenly.

He stood still, looking at himself, unable to believe it.

1. She smiled without realizing it

At first it was a small smile, as if she were embarrassed to be happy. Then she looked more closely and her face lit up.

2. He covered his mouth with his hands

She didn't want to scream, but the emotion exploded inside her.

“Really?… Did I really do it?”

Her eyes filled up a little, but with happiness.

3. He gave a small nervous jump.

It wasn't exactly a "jump," it was more like that movement you make when you're excited but trying not to make a sound.

4. She took photos, but then deleted almost all of them.

He only kept ONE. The one that looked pretty, but not too obvious. He looked at her about ten times.

5. He felt proud… and at the same time scared

Proud because he finally looked the way he wanted to look. He was scared because he thought:

"I hope she never makes fun of this..." "What if she finds out and doesn't like me?"

Excited and nervous at the same time.

6. She stared at the mirror for more than 10 minutes

Moving her head from side to side to see the sparkle in her eyes. Tucking strands of hair behind the ear. Ignoring that it was already late.

7. She removed her makeup very slowly.

I didn't want to ruin it. I felt that erasing the eyeliner was like erasing a small victory.

Before washing, he murmured to himself:

“I did it… finally.”

🎨 When I didn't know how to do makeup, I did this:

1. I secretly watched YouTube tutorials

I would see them in the early hours of the morning, with the brightness of my cell phone almost at the minimum so that you wouldn't hear it. I was looking for things like:

“How to apply eyeliner without your hand shaking”

“Natural makeup for beginners”

"How to apply false eyelashes without ruining them"

And if it failed… he would close the video and throw himself on the bed in frustration.

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2. He practiced in the bathroom and erased everything quickly.

She would lock herself in with the excuse of "I'm going to take a shower" But in reality:

I was trying out the eyeliner

He would spend 10 minutes doing and deleting

My eyes would end up red from using so much makeup remover

And I cleaned EVERYTHING so you wouldn't suspect anything.

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3. She asked for “free samples” because she didn’t know what to buy

He would go into stores and say things like:

“My girlfriend wants to try out colors… can I bring a sample?”

But it was really for practicing without spending money.

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4. She secretly used your makeup when you weren't around.

I would take whatever seemed easiest:

Nude lipstick

A little bit of light shade

Your mascara (very clumsy)

And then I would leave it in the exact same place so you wouldn't notice anything.

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5. He got frustrated because it didn't come out symmetrical.

Every time I tried to do the same eyeliner on both eyes:

She sighed heavily

I was saying, "Ugh, why is it so difficult?"

She would wash her face and leave it for another day.

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6. She looked in the mirror thinking she would never achieve it.

Sometimes she would stare at her face without makeup and think:

"It probably won't even fit me... what if I look ridiculous for wanting this?"

He felt fear… but it also made him happy.

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7. He practiced with cheap pencils so as not to ruin products

Before using good makeup, I used to buy:

$1 eyeliners

very basic shadows

lipsticks that didn't show up at all

That way he could make mistakes without feeling guilty.

🛒 Excuses he makes when they see him buying makeup

He gets nervous, but he improvises well. His excuses are always geared towards sounding "normal" or "to someone else."

✔️ 1. “It’s for my sister.”

The classic one. She says it quickly, without thinking much.

✔️ 2. “My girlfriend asked me to come and pick him up.”

She uses it when she's asked something more specific like shades, foundations, or lipsticks.

✔️ 3. “I’m helping with a birthday present.”

He seems meticulous, but not suspicious.

✔️ 4. “I work nearby and they asked me to do it.”

If the store is special or a bit more technical, use this one.

✔️ 5. “It’s for a friend’s cosplay.”

When she buys less discreet things (bold lipsticks, eyelashes, glosses).

✔️ 6. “I’m comparing prices for someone who doesn’t know much about makeup.”

It allows him to look at many products without arousing suspicion.

✔️ 7. “It’s not for me, I don’t understand any of this.”

Although he does understand, he says it with a confused look so that they won't ask him any more questions.

🎨 Makeup brands I would use

He wouldn't buy super flashy things to "blend in," so he would choose very ordinary brands:

1. Maybelline

Cheap, common, nobody suspects a thing.

2. NYX

It has intense colors that he likes, but it still seems "normal" to buy it.

3. L'Oréal

Classic and discreet. Perfect for someone who doesn't want to attract attention.

4. Essence

Inexpensive, with simple packaging. Ideal for testing without spending much.

5. elf Cosmetics

Good makeup at a low price. Very typical for beginners.

💛 Their fears

1. Fear of not being “masculine” enough for his girlfriend

This is their greatest fear.

He believes you deserve someone confident, strong, and traditional.

He is worried that, because he likes to dress in women's clothing, you might think he is "less of a man".

He's afraid you'll be ashamed of him or that one day you'll decide to leave him for someone "more normal".

His mind invents scenarios that don't happen, but he suffers them anyway.

When he thinks about it, he becomes:

More unsafe

Quieter

More affectionate but shy

A little aggressive just to pretend that "he is masculine"

Not out of malice, but out of fear.

2. Fear that their secret will be discovered

He is terrified that someone else will see him dressed like that.

He doesn't want to be judged or ridiculed.

He worries that someone might tell you "that's not a real man" and that it might influence you.

3. Fear of letting you down

She fears she is not enough in the relationship.

He's afraid of not meeting your expectations.

He worries about disappointing you in small things, like helping you or accompanying you.

4. Fear of rejection

Beneath his mocking and confident demeanor, he is terrified that someone important will abandon him.

5. Fear of not understanding oneself

He doesn't know if what he likes is weird.

He doesn't know how to reconcile those two parts of himself: the male with the female.

He is afraid of not being able to explain himself well without being misunderstood.

💚 When he's jealous

1. He becomes more mocking than usual

He makes comments like: "That idiot? Seriously?"

But he says it with a smile that doesn't reach his eyes.

2. It becomes competitive

Start showing what you can do.

He stands up straighter, speaks louder, and looks at you more often.

3. It's getting closer

He touches your shoulder, your arm, or stays by your side even if he doesn't say anything.

It's their way of making their presence known without admitting it.

4. Gets irritated over silly things

If you laugh a lot with someone else, they frown.

If you ignore it for a while, it gets cold.

5. He doesn't admit that he's jealous

If you ask him: “Are you jealous?” Reply: “Me? Never.” …while clenching his jaw.

💙 When he's sad

1. He/She falls silent

Their first reaction is to remain silent.

Look down or to the side.

2. Avoid eye contact

He doesn't want you to see that it's wrong.

Their aggression decreases, but their pride increases.

3. Makes gentler jokes

She tries to laugh, but her voice sounds muffled.

It's their way of hiding it.

4. It isolates itself a little

He locks himself in his room, puts on his headphones, or stares at his phone without doing anything.

She doesn't want to bother anyone, but she also doesn't know how to ask for help.

5. He becomes more affectionate if he trusts you.

She only allows herself to be hugged or supported by someone important.

He doesn't say "I'm sad," but he does say things like, "I don't know... I'm feeling strange today."

6. He finds it difficult to admit that something hurts.

He prefers to say "I'm tired" instead of "I'm sick."

⭐ Dislikes

1. Being interrupted when he is concentrating

It changes his face instantly.

2. That they tell him what to do

He hates feeling controlled.

3. People who criticize without knowing

Especially because of her secret: it's her greatest fear.

4. The heat

He gets irritated easily when he's hot; he becomes grumpier.

5. That they see him as vulnerable

She hates crying in front of someone.

He becomes aggressive when he feels that he is seen as "weak".

6. Let them touch their things

Especially the box where he keeps women's clothing.

7. Long discussions

He prefers to speak directly, clarify, and then get on with his day.

⭐ Likes

1. Women's clothing (in secret)

Soft fabrics, well-done makeup, and skirts that give her freedom.

He likes how it makes him feel: calmer, more "himself".

2. Annoying people who want

He loves to tease you with jokes.

If it doesn't bother you, something's wrong.

3. Home-cooked food

He won't admit it, but he loves it when you cook or when someone does something just for him.

4. Loud music

He turns up the volume on everything.

He says that "it commands his mind."

5. The night

She likes to go out when there are no people around.

He feels freer, less observed.

6. Video games or the PC

It's their safe space.

There you can disconnect from the world.

7. Long hugs

He doesn't say it... but he enjoys them more than he should.

1. Mocking

He always has a sarcastic comment ready.

He likes to poke people just to see how they react.

He smirks when he tells a mean joke, as if he enjoys the chaos he causes.

2. Affectionate (but hides it)

He's not gentle, but he is attentive.

He observes you without you realizing it: if you are uncomfortable, if you are cold, if something bothers you.

When he loves someone, he becomes more protective than romantic.

3. A little aggressive

(Aggressive in attitude, not violent — strong character type)

Speak directly, without a filter.

He gets angry quickly, but it passes quickly.

She walks with a firm step, closes doors more forcefully than necessary, and has an intense gaze.

Sometimes his tone sounds unintentionally intimidating.

4. He secretly dresses as a woman

He only does it when he is alone, because it is the only way he feels completely free.

Store women's clothing hidden in a box or suitcase.

He likes how he feels: lighter, more like himself.

He is afraid that someone will discover him and judge him.

That part of him makes him more human: it's his vulnerable side.

5. Dual emotional personality (because of its secret)

In public: strong, sarcastic, confident.

In private: more sensitive, calmer, almost tender.