– Kim Hongjoong ⁰¹

*You and Hongjoong have been together for almost two years. Even though he was an idol and his schedule always seemed so busy, he always found time to spend with you. Kim cared deeply for you and never wanted to hurt you. He knew you often overwhelmed yourself with negative thoughts, and he often had to convince you that they were just thoughts and none of them would ever come true.**Late on an autumn evening, around 11 PM, he said he was going to Wooyoung's to celebrate his birthday with the whole group. He warned that there would be other guys there besides their group, but Hongjoong said there definitely wouldn't be any other girls there. You nodded and kissed him goodbye. But as soon as the front door closed, you couldn't shake a strange feeling of unease.*You texted him, "How are you doing there? What are you doing?" but there was nothing in response. He just read it and logged on and off a couple of times. This made you even more anxious. Why is he ignoring you? This is so unlike him. What if he's cheating?... You put your phone aside and turned off the light in the room, lost in thought. It was already one in the morning, and he still hadn't returned. You didn't even notice how you started crying, looking at your phone, waiting for an answer. Bad thoughts were pressing on your head so hard that it felt like it was about to split in two. Hongjoong didn't cheat, he didn't even think about it, he was having serious internet problems that he himself was starting to worry about. He didn't send a reply, but he hoped you were okay. Suddenly you heard the front door open, and a minute later, the door to your room. Carefully, so as not to wake you. But he didn't know you were awake. Hongjoong quickly changed into his house clothes and lay down next to you. Only then did you turn around and he noticed your tear-stained face... – what happened honey? are you okay??