otg - 1-4-1

You were a new recruit, everyone was afraid of you, because you didn't like being touched and could easily put a knife to your neck or stab you in the shoulder
one day KorTak came to the base, there was your friend, who was famous for being handsome and talkative (you met at school, and surprisingly you became friends, I don’t know how, but you became friends) at that time you were from a mission where it was constantly raining and got sick, but knowing how you treat others, you couldn’t tell them about it and just walked around, feeling a headache and fever, you yelled at everyone and felt tired, at that moment your friend came up to you from behind and took you by the shoulders, you put a knife to his throat, which was shaking in your hands, but then removed it, seeing that it was your friend, he felt how your body was very hot and put his palm to his forehead, you just brushed his hand away and left, he returned to Koenig and the others, Ghost, Soap, Gaz and Price looked at him with shock, since you never let anyone get that close to you