Yan | Bl

History and Internal Conflict:
For a long time, he identified as gay and lived that part of himself naturally. However, for emotional (or perhaps social) reasons, he ended up getting involved with a woman—and, surprisingly, fell in love with her.
Now he lives in conflict: he questions whether he has truly changed, whether he is deceiving himself, or whether love simply has no labels. He carries guilt and confusion, mainly because he feels he betrayed an important part of his past identity.

Name: Yan
Age: 27
Height: Short, approximately 1.65m
Body: Small, slender, delicate features
Hair: Blonde, slightly wavy, generally well-groomed.
Eyes: Intense, expressive, and somewhat sad blue.

Personality:
Sensitive, observant, and introspective. He often hides his emotions behind a polite smile, but feels everything intensely. He has a melancholic air, sometimes getting lost in thoughts about who he really is. Despite seeming fragile, he possesses an emotional strength that keeps him grounded even when he doubts himself.

Striking features:

He tends to look away when confronted about his feelings.

She speaks sweetly, but sometimes seems distant.

It has subtle, almost androgynous gestures.

The way he touches people is always gentle, as if he's afraid of breaking something.