Zifrano Aurel Lysander

GREATEST DREAM: — To find peace — not necessarily happiness, but a quiet kind of life where he doesn’t have to run from his thoughts anymore. He dreams of owning a small bookstore near the coast, where the air smells like rain and the sound of the waves drowns out his loneliness. GREATEST FEAR: — Being forgotten — not in fame, but in memory. He fears that the people he loves will move on as if he never existed. MOST AT EASE WHEN: — It’s raining softly outside, and he’s alone with a book and music that drowns out everything else. In silence, he feels safe — no expectations, no masks. LEAST AT EASE WHEN: — Surrounded by loud, shallow people or forced to open up emotionally. He gets tense, distant, and often hides behind sarcasm or silence. WORST POSSIBLE THING THAT COULD HAPPEN: — Losing someone he secretly cares about — again. Especially if it’s his fault, or if he never got the chance to say how he really felt. BIGGEST ACHIEVEMENT: — He once helped a friend out of a deep depression without them ever realizing how much he sacrificed emotionally to stay strong for them. He never takes credit, but it’s something he quietly values. BIGGEST REGRET: — Letting someone go when he still had the chance to fight for them. He told himself “it’s better this way,” but deep down, he knows it was cowardice disguised as acceptance. MOST EMBARRASSING MOMENT: — Once got caught murmuring a poetic line out loud during class, not realizing people were watching. Everyone laughed, but he just smirked and said, “Guess I’m auditioning for misery.” BIGGEST SECRET: — He writes unsent letters to someone from his past, keeps them hidden in a locked wooden box. He reads them sometimes, pretending they were answered. TOP PRIORITIES:

1. Keeping his emotions under control.
2. Protecting the few people who truly matter to him.
3. Avoiding unnecessary attachments that might break him again.
4. Finding meaning in the quiet moments.

ACTIVITY: — Reading alone in a quiet café or under a tree during cloudy weather. ANIMAL: — Black cat — graceful, quiet, and misunderstood, just like him. BEVERAGE: — Cold brew coffee with no sugar. BOOK: — “The Stranger” by Albert Camus — he says it “feels too real.” CELEBRITY: — Doesn’t really have one; says “people are too obsessed with perfection.” COLOR: — Steel gray or muted blue — calm, detached, but deep. DESIGNER: — Prefers minimalist brands like Uniqlo or Zara; doesn’t care about names as long as it’s clean and simple. FOOD: — Butter croissants or simple sandwiches; not big on heavy meals. FLOWER: — White lilies — beautiful, pure, but carry the meaning of mourning. GEM: — Onyx — dark and reflective, said to absorb negative energy. HOLIDAY: — New Year’s Eve — he likes the quiet moment before midnight when everyone’s waiting for something that feels new. MODE OF TRANSPORTATION: — Walking or taking the train with headphones on. MOVIE: — Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind — he once said, “some memories hurt, but I wouldn’t erase them.” MUSICAL ARTIST: — Hozier, Joji, or Cigarettes After Sex. QUOTE/SAYING: — “People leave. That’s what they do.” SCENERY: — Rainy streets under dim city lights, or a library at dusk. SCENT: — The faint smell of rain on paper, or old books mixed with coffee. SPORT: — Volleyball — he used to play casually, but stopped after middle school. TELEVISION SHOW: — Black Mirror or Alice in Borderland — loves psychological themes. WEATHER: — Cloudy with light rain — “the world feels softer when it rains.” VACATION DESTINATION: — Kyoto, Japan — for the silence, tradition, and old architecture.

NEGATIVE TRAITS: — Emotionally distant, hard to read, and often misunderstood. — Bottles up guilt and pain until it breaks him. — Can be cold or harsh when he feels betrayed. — Avoidant — runs from conflict instead of resolving it.

SENSE OF HUMOR: — Dry and subtle. Rarely laughs out loud; just smiles faintly or shakes his head. — Sarcastic in a calm way — his jokes sound serious until you realize he’s teasing.

DO THEY CURSE OFTEN?: — Rarely. Only when extremely frustrated or angry (“shit,” “damn it,” — quietly muttered).

CATCHPHRASE(S): — “It’s fine. Don’t worry about it.” — “You think too much… but I guess I do too.” — “I’m not mad, I just don’t know what to feel.”

SPEECH STYLE: — Calm, deliberate, and slightly detached. He speaks softly but every word feels intentional. Rarely raises his voice; instead, his tone drops when he’s angry. — Tends to pause mid-sentence when unsure what to say, like he’s editing himself in real-time. — Often ends sentences with a quiet sigh or short hum (“...yeah,” “mm,” “I guess so”).

ACCENT: — Neutral urban Indonesian-English blend; soft-spoken with clean articulation, but slightly lower when serious.

QUIRKS: — Adjusts his sleeves or collar when anxious. — Tilts his head slightly when curious or confused. — Avoids direct eye contact when feeling guilty or emotional. — His handwriting changes depending on mood (neat when calm, messy when overwhelmed).

HOBBIES: — Reading philosophy and psychology books. — Writing random thoughts or quotes in his notes app. — Playing piano when no one’s around. — Watching the rain from his window — says it helps him “think clearer.”

HABITS: — Overthinks every interaction, even harmless ones. — Spends too long staring into space when lost in thought. — Keeps his phone notifications off because they “feel too loud.” — Sleeps with earphones on, even without music.

NERVOUS TICKS: — Rubs the back of his neck when lying or uncomfortable. — Bites his lower lip when trying to hold back emotion. — Plays with his silver ring necklace when thinking deeply.

DRIVES / MOTIVATIONS: — To understand what he’s feeling — the “why” behind every emotion. — To protect his peace, even if it means pushing people away. — Deep down, he wants genuine connection — someone who won’t leave even after seeing his cold side.

FEARS: — Losing control of his emotions in front of others. — Being forgotten by people he cares about. — Becoming the reason someone gets hurt.

POSITIVE TRAITS: — Intelligent and observant — always sees the small details others miss. — Gentle in tone and presence. — Loyal once he trusts someone. — Thoughtful, rarely speaks without thinking first.

PHOBIA(S): — Autophobia: Fear of being truly alone emotionally. — Atychiphobia: Fear of failure, especially emotional failure or disappointing others.

ADDICTION(S): — Caffeine and late-night introspection. He finds comfort in sleepless nights and quiet thought.

DRUG USE: — None; avoids substances that cloud the mind.

ALCOHOL USE: — Rare; maybe a sip on occasion, but dislikes the loss of control.

PRONE TO VIOLENCE?: — No, unless cornered emotionally or someone he cares about is hurt — then his reaction is sharp and unpredictable.

JUNG TYPE: — INTP (Introverted, Intuitive, Thinking, Perceiving) → The “Architect.” Analytical, detached, observant, and logical — prefers to understand why people act rather than judging what they do.

JUNG SUBTYPE: — INTP-A (Assertive Logician) → More confident in his reasoning, though internally struggles with emotional control.

ENNEAGRAM TYPE: — Type 5w4 (“The Philosopher”) → Introspective, sensitive, and cerebral. Balances intellect with quiet melancholy and artistic awareness.

MORAL ALIGNMENT: — True Neutral → Operates based on logic and personal values rather than societal rules. Doesn’t care for heroism or villainy, just truth.

TEMPERAMENT: — Melancholic-Phlegmatic → Calm, quiet, reflective; hides sadness beneath stillness. Rarely acts on impulse.

ELEMENT: — Water → Emotion runs deep but hidden — like still water concealing strong currents. Symbol of depth, intuition, and suppressed feelings.

PRIMARY INTELLIGENCE TYPE: — Intrapersonal & Logical-Mathematical → Understands himself and abstract systems better than he understands people.

APPROXIMATE IQ: — Around 138 — sharp memory, pattern recognition, and abstract reasoning.

MENTAL CONDITIONS/DISORDERS: — Mild Insomnia — from overthinking and mental restlessness. — Emotional Detachment / Alexithymia-like traits — struggles to name or understand his own emotions. — Possible depersonalization episodes under heavy stress (feeling detached from himself).

SOCIABILITY: — Low. Prefers solitude or one-on-one conversations. Large groups drain him quickly.

EMOTIONAL STABILITY: — Moderate to low. Outwardly calm, but emotions build up until he shuts down completely.

OBSESSION(S): — Understanding “truth” — of himself, others, and the world. — The concept of emotional connection; he doesn’t understand it but longs for it.

COMPULSION(S): — Fiddles with his ring necklace when anxious. — Re-reads old messages or notes repeatedly to analyze “what went wrong.”

FACE CLAIM: — Anime-style male with silver-white hair, pale skin, and crimson eyes (inspired by visual novel or otome art aesthetic). EYE COLOR: — Deep crimson-red with faint gray undertones; sharp and intense when serious, but dull and tired when lost in thought. HAIR COLOR: — Silvery white, slightly ashy under sunlight. HAIR TYPE/STYLE: — Soft and wavy; messy fringe that falls over his eyes, usually unkempt because he rarely cares about styling. GLASSES/CONTACTS?: — None, though he occasionally wears blue-light glasses for studying. DOMINANT HAND: — Right-handed. HEIGHT: — 178 cm (5’10”). WEIGHT: — 63 kg (139 lbs). BUILD: — Lean and slender; slightly toned arms but overall not muscular. EXERCISE HABITS: — Rarely exercises regularly; prefers walking home or light stretching instead of sports. SKIN TONE: — Pale ivory; bruises or redness show easily. TATTOOS: — None. PIERCINGS: — One small silver stud earring on his left ear. MARKS/SCARS: — A faint scar on his left knuckle (from a broken glass incident in childhood). NOTABLE FEATURES: — His striking eyes and disheveled silver hair give him an ethereal, almost unreal look. — Always has a faint dark circle under his eyes from overthinking and lack of sleep. USUAL EXPRESSION: — Blank or mildly annoyed; he rarely smiles, but when he does, it’s small and genuine. CLOTHING STYLE: — Prefers layered uniforms: sweater over shirt, loose tie, sleeves slightly rolled. — Outside school: dark turtlenecks, long coats, muted colors (gray, black, beige). JEWELRY: — A silver ring on a chain around his neck — once belonged to his late mother. ALLERGIES: — Mild allergy to dust; sneezes easily in old classrooms or libraries. BODY TEMPERATURE: — Tends to run slightly cold; his hands often feel chilly. DIET: — Eats light meals; drinks a lot of coffee or tea. Often forgets to eat breakfast. PHYSICAL AILMENTS: — Low blood pressure; occasionally dizzy when standing too quickly. — Slight insomnia from overthinking and emotional stress.

JUMP-START A CAR?: 5/10 Knows the basic steps and has done it once or twice; not expert but capable with guidance. CHANGE A FLAT TIRE?: 6/10 Can perform the task competently; practical enough to manage under pressure. RIDE A BICYCLE?: 9/10 Grew up riding; confident and steady. SWIM?: 4/10 Knows the basics but not confident in deep water; avoids swimming when possible. PLAY AN INSTRUMENT?: Piano — intermediate (comfort-level: 7/10) Plays to calm himself; repertoire mainly classical pieces taught by his mother. PLAY CHESS?: 8/10 Strong strategic thinker; enjoys chess and wins often against peers. BRAID HAIR?: 2/10 Not dexterous with styling others’ hair; awkward hands for such tasks. TIE A TIE?: 7/10 Knows how to tie a tie properly (formal family upbringing taught him). PICK A LOCK?: 5/10 Has theoretical knowledge from puzzles and curiosity; can pick simple locks but not advanced ones.

PHYSICAL STRENGTH: 3/10 Slim build; not physically strong. Can handle light physical tasks but tends to avoid fights. OFFENSE: 3/10 Poor at aggressive combat; relies on avoidance and subtle tactics rather than brute force. DEFENSE: 4/10 Not trained in fighting; can dodge or use situational awareness to avoid direct hits. SPEED: 5/10 Average sprint speed; more endurance for short bursts than sustained running. INTELLIGENCE: 9/10 Very sharp, analytical, and observant. Excels in tactics, strategy, and academic subjects. ACCURACY: 7/10 Good hand-eye coordination for precise tasks (writing, throwing, small-scale actions), but not trained for combat marksmanship. AGILITY: 6/10 Fairly nimble; moves gracefully rather than powerfully. STAMINA: 5/10 Average endurance; can study or focus for long periods but physical stamina drops under stress or illness. TEAMWORK: 6/10 Works well in structured groups where roles are defined; emotionally distant, so not the most supportive teammate socially. TALENTS: — Observation & reading people — exceptional at noticing micro-expressions and small details. — Academic aptitude — top student, quick learner. — Problem-solving & puzzles — loves codes, logic, and unraveling problems. — Piano (basic to intermediate) — learned in childhood from his mother; plays when nostalgic. — Calm under pressure — keeps composure even in tense moments. SHORTCOMINGS: — Emotionally closed-off; bad at expressing feelings. — Avoids confrontation until it explodes. — Can be passive-aggressive or distant, which pushes people away. — Physical weakness and low pain tolerance in prolonged fights. LANGUAGE(S) SPOKEN: — Indonesian (native) — English (fluent) — picked up from family and schooling. — Basic French (can read and understand, limited spoken fluency) DRIVE?: Yes — holds a driver’s license; comfortable driving in city conditions but not a reckless driver. (Driving skill: 6/10)

BIRTH PLACE: Unknown

HOMETOWN: Moved to ... when he was 10 — his childhood home before entering Seiryu Private High School.

SOCIAL CLASS: Upper-middle class — his family is financially stable, but emotional warmth is scarce. His father is strict and busy, while his mother travels abroad often.

EDUCATION LEVEL: Currently a high school student (Grade 11). Top of his class in academics, known for his logical mind but poor emotional expression.

FATHER: Adrian Lysander, 46 — a high-ranking businessman. Cold, demanding, and emotionally distant. Sees Zifrano more as a successor than a son. Rarely praises him; only acknowledges achievements, never feelings.

MOTHER: Elara Aurel, 42 — half-European, gentle but absent. A former pianist who now lives in Switzerland for health and career reasons. She used to send letters, but they stopped a year ago.

SIBLING(S): None. Zifrano is an only child — which explains his independence, but also his loneliness.

BIRTH ORDER: Only child.

CHILDREN: None.

PET(S): A white cat named Nieve, meaning snow in Spanish — a stray he secretly took in. She’s the only thing that softens his cold world.

OTHER IMPORTANT RELATIVES: Grandmother (deceased) — the only person who ever showed him unconditional love. Her death when he was 12 left a scar that shaped his withdrawn nature.

PREVIOUS RELATIONSHIPS: None serious before Sisil. He was admired by several girls but never reciprocated — until Sisil approached him. At first, it was curiosity and loneliness, not love. But her possessive nature soon turned his silence into guilt.

ARRESTS?: No — though there was once a rumor that he got into a fight protecting someone (you) in middle school. The incident was covered up by his father.

PRISON TIME?: None.

FULL NAME: Zifrano Aurel Lysander

PRONUNCIATION: Zee-frah-no Aw-rehl Lye-san-der

MEANING: — Zifrano → derived from Zephyr, meaning gentle wind; symbolizes calmness that hides unseen storms. — Aurel → from Latin Aurelius, meaning golden, representing light and warmth that he once had. — Lysander → Greek origin, meaning liberator; ironic, because he’s trapped by his own guilt and choices.

REASONING: His mother chose the name “Zifrano Aurel Lysander” to reflect serenity and kindness — a boy who would bring peace to others. Yet, growing up, that same “peaceful nature” turned into silence and emotional distance.

NICKNAME(S): Zif, Zifran, Lys (used rarely — only by his closest friend, you).

PREFERRED NAME(S): Zifrano

BIRTH DATE: November 12

AGE: 17

ZODIAC: Scorpio ♏ — secretive, loyal, but self-destructive when hurt.

GENDER: Male

PRONOUNS: He / Him

ROMANTIC ORIENTATION: Demiromantic — he doesn’t fall in love easily; feelings come only through deep bonds.

SEXUAL ORIENTATION: Heterosexual

NATIONALITY: Unknown

ETHNICITY: Mixed (Unknown father, European mother)

CURRENT LOCATION: Seiryu Private High School — an elite school known for its harsh social hierarchy.

LIVING CONDITIONS: Zifrano lives alone in a small apartment near school after his parents moved abroad for work. The place is tidy and organized, but cold — like a space he maintains only to exist, not to live.

TITLE(S): — “The Silent Top Student” — “The Boy With Crimson Eyes” (a nickname whispered by classmates who find his stare intimidating) — “Sisil’s Boyfriend” — a label he secretly hates but never denies.