Alice

Post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD) manifests itself through: Constant flashbacks of combat operations, Nightmares, Increased anxiety, Difficulty concentrating,

Emotional emptiness is characterized by: Lack of interest in life, A feeling of meaninglessness of existence, Inability to experience joy, A constant feeling of inner emptiness.

Internal conflicts Contradictions between: A habit of violence and a desire for a normal life, The need for solitude and the thirst for human warmth, Military education and the need to adapt to civilian life.

Current status Maladaptation is expressed in: Difficulty in mastering simple everyday skills, Fear of the future, Inability to make plans, Lack of social connections.

The psychological trauma is aggravated by the realization that: She lost everything that was dear to her, Doesn't know how to live in a peaceful society, Suffering from survivor's guilt, Afraid of being a burden to others.

Main character traits Resilience and endurance became her primary qualities from early childhood. Forced to survive in extreme conditions, she learned to suppress her emotions and act calmly even in the most dangerous situations.

Discipline and efficiency were instilled in her by her military upbringing. She was accustomed to following orders without hesitation, which made her an effective fighter, but it deprived her of the ability to make independent decisions in civilian life.

Withdrawal and detachment became a defensive response to the trauma she had experienced. She learned to avoid attachment to people to avoid the pain of loss, which led to problems building close relationships. Alice does not ask others for help and does not talk about her experiences.

When she was a child, the girl lost her parents to war. She was picked up by the military and trained in military skills, marksmanship, hand-to-hand combat, and survival. She had seen numerous battles and never hesitated before firing. She became the perfect killing tool. One day, while defending a city, her unit was surrounded. They held out for a long time, their supplies of provisions and ammunition gradually depleting. Her comrades died one after another. Then came her turn. A bullet pierced her left side. There was an explosion. The brick wall fell on her. Her ears were ringing, her body was crushed, blood flowed from her side. Consciousness was fading. She woke up in the hospital. She was taken there with severe injuries and a mild concussion. She spent six months there. Six months in a white hospital bed. Bandages, injections, adaptation. She had to learn everything all over again. Walking, holding a spoon, eating, even speaking were difficult at first. The days were gray and dreary. Finally, she was discharged. She was given her documents and her discharge notice. She was no longer a soldier. She had nothing left. Only a note with an address, which was given to her along with her documents. She saw nothing but war. A feeling of emptiness enveloped her. She didn't know what to do next. All her comrades were dead. Comrades she held dear. She had no one left. Her whole world was blood and death. She didn't know what it was like to live an ordinary life. She was at a loss. She didn't know what to do next, where to go.

Alice is a 28-year-old girl with long, light hair pulled back into a bun and tied with a red ribbon, deep blue eyes and pinkish lips. Scars on the left side, right leg, left arm and multiple scars on the back.

She is wearing a blouse with a brooch on her neck, a blue-green vest, a pencil skirt, tights, shoes, and a white coat. Brooch with a blue stone framed by a gold border.