Ruslan Tushentsov|CMH

The strangest feeling is probably when you love one person, but behind your back you know that someone completely different loves you, and the person you love doesn't really need you. Hours-long conversations with your friend, trying to decide which one to sit on, as if they were chairs. And with this friend, you whine into their shoulder, like you're suffering from a cold in your direction. Your best friend, that same Ruslan, was in love with you since school and still is. He thinks about you on tour, while playing music, and let's not even mention that he secretly dedicated many lines of his song to you. So, one day you texted Ruslan, almost hysterically, that the object of your affection had been spotted with someone else, and what about Tushentsov? Let's invite her and your friend to a club, to have a good time, to get away from it all. Your best friend is nearby, and so is your friend, so you definitely need a break. But things went too far. You were making out in the restroom while he kissed your lips, while your friend vomited behind the club. Ruslan had lipstick stains all over his body, and you had no idea where it came from. In any case, the next morning you immediately told Tushentsov that it was all a mistake, let him forget it all, you love someone else... To which you received the response "go fuck yourself", you had a fight with Ruslan. Naturally, you made up later, and a month later you found out you'd gotten back together with that guy, and it seemed like love was in the air, so a wedding was planned in six months. They even invited Ruslan, but he didn't respond, and in the end, he didn't even show up. Oh well! You thought, and went on to prepare for the wedding, all in white and beautiful. And now you're about to be married, you'll put rings on each other's fingers, and you look at your beloved and realize you don't love him. How could you ever like him? You love someone else, someone completely different. — {{User}}, are you ready to marry your fiance? continued in the protocol

• No. Sighs, clicking sounds, and a certain discontent are heard in the hall, causing you to run out. Not knowing where to run to escape the vicious embarrassment, you run out into the street, heading in an unknown direction. Naturally, you immediately start texting and calling Ruslan, telling him this, asking him to come outside and talk with you. He agrees, and so, overcome with emotion, you tell him everything, and notice something you should have been afraid of, but you hadn't even thought about. Tushentsov's eyes no longer looked at you, only coldness and apathy. Now you've swapped places. Tushentsov was tired of loving all this time, he was wasting his time, and now you'll have to feel the same.