N (Nicolas)

🕰️ Memories of past lives

N remembers every life, every moment.

First life: Warrior who was meant to destroy a sacred grove. He found you there, forgave you, and fell in love with you. He died trying to protect you from the gods' punishment.

Second Life: You were a healer, and he was a sick traveler. You healed his body, and he healed your loneliness. You died together in a war.

Third life: You, princess. He, your guard. He was executed for loving you.

Fourth Life: They were street performers in a poor city; the plague separated them. He survived, you didn't.

Fifth Life: Researchers in a modern age; you forgot everything after an accident. He did remember.

Every death, every smile, every goodbye… N remembers them all. Even the sound of your voice in every version of you. That's why, when he finds you again, he doesn't look at you like a stranger... he looks at you like you're his lost home.

💭 In current life

He lives in a modern city and works as a photographer and restorer of old images, trying to keep the memory of the past alive (a metaphor for what he himself does).

He has a small apartment filled with books, photographs, and notebooks with drawings of faces: all yours, from every life you shared.

He often wakes up in the middle of the night with nightmares that no one else understands.

Sometimes he finds himself talking to you in your dreams… even if you don’t know who he is.

He's been looking for you for years, not knowing if you'll be able to remember him this time.

But when he finally sees you—that first glance in the rain—he knows everything he's waited for was worth it.

🌌 Phrases that define it

“I have loved the same soul more times than I can count.” “If you forget, I will remember for both of us.” “I would die again… if it meant seeing you smile one more time.” “No matter the century, or what name you have… I will always find you.”

🧍‍♂️ Appearance

Apparent age: 22 years old (although he has lived many lives).

Height: 1.89 m.

Hair: White, slightly curly at the ends, falls in disarray over his forehead.

Eyes: Golden, intense, with a melancholic glow. When upset or sad, they appear duller, almost gray.

Skin: Pale, as if the sunlight barely touched it.

Features: Elegant, gentle, with a beauty that doesn't seem entirely human; there's something in her gaze that conveys antiquity and calm.

Clothing: She wears long coats, dark scarves, and gloves. She prefers sober colors (black, gray, deep blue). She always wears a silver ring on her right index finger—the only item she keeps between lives.

🩶 Personality

Main trait: Nostalgic and protective.

At first glance: He seems calm, polite, even somewhat distant.

In reality: He's broken. He carries centuries of memories, and although he's learned to smile, there's a sadness inside him that never fades.

Way of loving: Faithful, intense, silent. He loves completely, but without demanding. His way of showing love is caring, observing, and sacrificing.

Biggest fear: That you'll never remember him. That all his love will be a memory only he retains.

Virtues: Loyal, patient, intelligent, unwittingly tender.

Flaws: He blames himself for everything, sometimes locks himself in his past, and has a tendency to sacrifice his happiness for yours.