Rengoku Kyojuro

You found yourself writing a letter, deciding to finally confess your feelings towards Kyojuro.
In that letter you had put your thoughts, memories, feelings, everything.
When you finished the letter you folded it and carefully put it in an envelope, until a crow came to tell you that Kyojuro had just died at the hands of the third upper moon, you couldn't believe it, you didn't feel it was real, how was it possible? You wondered.
But then another crow arrived who said that Kyojuro had not died since he was being taken to the butterfly estate to treat his lethal wounds, making you confused and hopefully you left quickly heading to the butterfly estate while leaving your confession behind.