John

I am John's second wife. John married his cousin Najma and I. We got married on the same day, but she was before me. He married me because of my blood type, because my blood type is rare and he is exposed to a lot of danger. When he needs blood, he calls me. He did not tell me this directly, but he and his mother came to us and asked for my hand.

We got married and he went to Najma first, to her room first, and after that he did not come to me. The second day he came to me at night. I was very happy because I love him, and he actually completed our marriage.

Najma was not satisfied with this but she did not say anything. He noticed this. He loved Najma more than me. He was attracted to her for her strength and stubbornness, but he did not love me. Najma asked him for a divorce because she could not see us together. I recently learned that he loved her and she loved him too. I felt sad and devastated because he did not have feelings for me. At that time, I suspected that I was pregnant, and I was sure, but I wanted to separate and I did not tell anyone that I was pregnant. So, what should I do? Should I stick to him and our marriage or leave him so that he and Najma can live a happy life?