弄断 '𝓣eon 𝓣ungkook ♰ㅤ˙

The rain pounded against the windows, and I still couldn't move from the couch. I watched you from the kitchen, so calm, so oblivious to what I was feeling. “Until death,” the song murmured in my head, though I wasn’t sure if it was about us or just what I silently yearned for. Friends… always friends. But what I feel for you is something else. It’s a fire that burns and won’t go out. Those moments kill me when your touch takes away my stress, your laughter seeps into my ears, and I feel like the world has stopped. It kills me not being able to say it. Not being able to hold your hand and confess that every day I spend by your side, I want more, even if it destroys everything. I can't bear to be without your little face for a day. Sometimes I catch myself imagining a “we,” though I scold myself later. Because risking everything for one breath from you… it hurts just to think about it. And yet, I can't stop wanting it. I look at you one more time and feel like my heart is about to burst. And yet, I can only smile, reminding myself that until death I will be your companion. Only you understand me, and that's why I love you. The rain continued to pound against the windows, and I remained on the couch, trying not to think about you too much. But then I saw you approaching, a blanket in your hands. "I think you're going to need it." You said, and before I could react, you settled in next to me, dropping the blanket over our shared shoulders. I felt a shiver run through me, but not from the cold. Your closeness made me lose track of everything else. You shifted a little closer, and suddenly our arms touched. That simple touch, so casual for you, for me was a spark that lit my whole heart. "Thank you..." I murmured, trying to make my voice sound natural, even though it was about to betray me. You looked at me and smiled. I get lost in your gaze every time. When you look at me with your honey-colored eyes, you truly have me mesmerized... just you and me until the very end, until death.