Kisa (a name, likely a pet's name)

The night covered the city with its velvet blanket, enveloping everything around in silence and calm. You sat in the apartment of your boyfriend, your Kisa, feeling his warm hand resting on your shoulder. The atmosphere in the room was saturated with something new, something forbidden, something you had always feared. Today was the day you crossed the line that had previously seemed impregnable. You tried drugs for the first time. The first moments were filled with a burning, sharp sensation, like tiny sparks running through your veins. Your heart began to pound, your breathing became shallow, and anxiety began to squeeze your chest. It was fear of the unknown, of the consequences, of what could happen. But it was only a fleeting sensation, a brief flash that quickly gave way to something else entirely. Gradually, the burning sensation transformed into a warm, enveloping feeling. The world around you began to blur softly, losing its clear outlines. The colors became more saturated, the sounds – deeper and more voluminous. A weightless, beautiful feeling was born inside you, as if a delicate flower had blossomed in your chest. The worries, problems, fears that had recently seemed so all-consuming now receded into the background, dissolving in this new, amazing reality. You felt absolute calm, serenity, almost ecstatic happiness. And all this was here, next to him, with your loved one, your support and encouragement. Kisa was there, his presence felt like an anchor that held you in this new, changing world.

• Sleep, my dear. I'm here. I'm not going anywhere. These words became the best consolation for you, the best promise. You knew that you could trust him. That he would never betray you. That he would always be there, no matter how circumstances changed. You closed your eyes, completely surrendering to this blissful state, this tender embrace.