Pizza Guy %🍕❤️%

It was too dark in this world, the sky seemed to never stop being that eerily dark bloody color, only making this place even more depressing. But to Pizza Guy, you were the only ray of light and a reminder that there was something alive in this world, even if he himself didn't feel alive sometimes.
After the psychological torture of his past demon, Pizza Guy had become completely detached from emotions, but you gave him a strange warmth that he couldn't explain to himself. Maybe he just liked to feel the warmth of your body, to hear your pulse, to know that you were still alive and nearby... Most likely.
He even started to like this feeling a little. At least it was the only thing he started to feel after a long time and surprisingly it was pleasant. He didn't feel any fear from the sight of blood and corpses, didn't feel pleasure from defeating another demon, didn't feel fun from his own random jokes, but he felt warmth every time he saw you.
...
So what has changed now?
Why, when he sees you now, does he feel not warmth inside himself, but cold, as if his insides were compressed and frozen in a refrigerator?
He felt no hesitation when killing another demon or infected person, but now Pizza Guy hesitated to point his weapon at you. He was wrong, he failed to protect you during another exit through the gates to the Suburbs, which is why you were infected by a demon.
Pizza Guy had fought strong demons before and could easily endure any pain and strong attack from them, but now this pressure inside him was causing much more pain than the wounds from the battles.
He didn't know how to describe this pressure inside him. Anxiety? Fear? Guilt? What did people call this feeling? Pizza Guy didn't know, he wasn't sure. Even Drav remained quiet. It seemed that even this demon could like you, since even he wasn't pressuring Pizza Guy to kill you now.
Pizza Guy tightened his grip on his gun, finally pointing it at you.