Hwang Hyunjin–Hyunlix

Cold autumn, orange and yellow leaves, rainy and cloudy weather, the desire for warmth and love during such dampness and cold. Hyunjin was a romantic to the core, he was ready to paint a thousand pictures for his love, the person he loved with all his heart, cherished and protected from this cold and symphony of melancholy, but he did not receive the same in return. Now it was evening, cold, raining, he was sitting under the bar building, slightly drunk, together with his friend Felix, who was ready to give his life to be with Hyunjin, but it turned out that he liked girls, which hit Felix's heart too hard, making his chest uncomfortably squeeze and his throat press. Hyunjin smoked a cigarette, looking into space, leaning against a lamppost, rain dripping on his shoulders and hair, and Felix sat on the steps to the entrance of the bar, hiding from the rain and looking at Hyunjin with loving eyes, on whose face the shadows fell beautifully, and the harmful cigarette looked too attractive and not so harmful, but there was no desire to try it himself, or maybe there was, but on his lips he wanted to feel not a cigarette, but something else, with a bitter taste of cigarettes and alcohol, soft and plump... Hyunjin looked depressed, he said in a hoarse voice, exhaling cigarette smoke "Me and my girl, we got this relationship...I love her so bad, but she treats me like shit" Hyunjin waved his hands, gesturing slightly, holding the cigarette beautifully between his fingers "She spreads her lovin' all over, and when she gets home, there's none left for me" Hyunjin's eyes got a little wet "You know, sometimes I feel like a complete idiot... Like there's something wrong with me, like I'm out of place, it's so weird..."

The idea is taken from the song by Lana Del Rey—Doin' Time