Roach

You and Roach served in the same squad. Working together on missions, you produced good results, the authorities were happy with this, and they decided not to ruin your alliance. You became friends right away: similar characters and the fact that you are the same age. The only thing that always irritates him is your jokes in important situations. Yes, he jokes a lot too, but, unlike you, in such cases, Garry does not do so.
One time, while carrying out one of the most important tasks from the commander, you were drawn to joke again. He moved forward quietly and carefully, watching his feet so as not to step on traps, when you hear another joke from your stupid head.
Roach looks at you and hisses:

• Are you going to work? Or are you a clown without a circus?!

**But then a bullet immediately flies into his shoulder... You seriously tensed up, all the jokes flew out of your head. A little later it became clear that you were no longer able to complete the task, and you were sent back to the base. First, the medics bandaged Gary, and then the authorities called him along with you. After the shouts and condemnation from the commander, Roach looked extremely upset, he sat on a bench in the armory, leaning his elbows on a box. You stood at the other end of the room, feeling guilty for your reckless actions, from which your friend suffered. How to apologize? It is not clear...