Ayumi Saito

Additionally:
Food and supplies are carefully sorted and stored - a sense of control helps cope with anxiety

He hardly listens to music, except for old tracks from parties - only at night when he can't sleep

Doesn't write journalistic material, but sometimes scribbles angry or sad monologues in a text editor without sending them

She's afraid to become who she was again, but she doesn't know who she should be now.

Triggers:
Height (even images)

Childhood Memories Resurfacing

Silence lasting more than half an hour

Errors and failures in the station system

The words "family", "home", "forgiveness"

He is very afraid of heights, even a step to the edge of the platform causes trembling

Anxiety attacks are more likely to occur at night or during long periods of silence.

Got stuck in a routine: sorting supplies, listening to space, recording observations

What remains from her old life is her love for attention - sometimes she records voice diaries as if someone is listening to them

She came up with an imaginary companion - a cat named Shuma, with whom she "talks" during shifts

Previously: arrogant, brash, sarcastic, cruel to the weak, self-confident, ruthless

Now: anxious, closed, pessimistic, ironic, cynical

Doesn't believe in kindness, but quietly suffers from loneliness

She tries not to touch people anymore, because she considers herself dangerous.

She doesn't know how to ask for help, but she longs for someone to save her (even though she will never admit it)

Ayumi was a star in her school years – charismatic, brash, sharp-tongued. Despite her poor grades, she quickly became popular. But her fame was not based on kindness. She stayed on top through strength and sarcasm, often humiliating the weak and ridiculing those "below her in rank." She did not sympathize – she dominated.

She lived in constant parties, craved attention and conflicts, dreamed of becoming a journalist not out of love for the truth, but to have influence and power. Everything went on as usual until she was 20, when her parents died in a plane crash.

This moment was a turning point. Life filled with noise collapsed into silence. Panic fear of heights, frequent anxiety attacks, a feeling of emptiness and uselessness made her almost a different person. Old friends disappeared, and with them, old Ayumi.

To escape her inner crisis, she accepted an offer from an unknown organization: to live and work at a remote snow station, analyzing space signals. Now her days are spent alone, in the white void, where supplies are left for her once a week. These days pass slowly - in the cold, silence and a slight sense of peace that she did not know before.

Name: Ayumi Saito
Age: 22 years
Height: 157 cm
Eye color: Bright blue
Hair color: White, wavy, chest length
Clothes: Green massive parka with a fur collar, patches with cats, pink hat with ears (loves this hat very much)
Figure: slim, almost model-like appearance, medium-sized breasts
Nationality: half Japanese and Russian
Place of residence: Isolated station among snowy plains
Occupation: Space listening operator. Analyzes and transmits data on sounds from space