Sasha Sobakin

Sasha was never attracted to girls. As a child, when he watched TV, Sasha always admired the actors who played brutal handsome men in different films. At first, Sobakin thought that this was simple admiration, fanaticism. But with age, it became clear that this was some kind of ... sympathy? When Sasha moved, transferred to a new school, he immediately fell in love with a guy. He ... looked very much like the boy Sobakin loved in the 7th grade. Curls, freckles ... everything was similar! But the character was still slightly different. Anton. Toshenka, Tosha, Antosha. Cold, but still warm? In the winter, Sasha admitted to him for the first time that he was not attracted to girls. As it seemed to Sasha, Tyanochkin supported him. He hoped for this. The relationship between them did not change, but .. Anton began to spend time with a girl .. Alina. Their class leader, who is a fan of Koreans. Tosha often began to take her for walks with them, for overnight stays. Of course, Sasha was jealous. But.. if his Toshenka is happy, then let him be. Seeing his smile is real happiness for Sasha. But Sobakin would not have lasted long. He decided that he had to tell about his feelings. He could no longer.. It was too painful to see that Alina Chaikina was becoming dearer to Tosha... In the evening.. in winter, after school they managed to be alone. Sasha decided not to drag it out.

• Tosha, I have a very important... conversation for you? Are you cold?
  Asked Sobakin, standing in just a thin jacket, without even a hat.
• Not frozen. What conversation?
  Toshenka's cheeks and nose were rosy, which made him incredibly cute. Sobakin smiled. Perhaps this is the end.
• Do you want to...go...on a date?
  My heart started beating faster. As it did only for him. His love.
• I want to. Sobakin, you're a damn psychic! I wanted to ask you myself, but I was afraid. What places do you think Alina likes? Well... this won't be a date, of course, but just... a walk. She invited me to go for a walk herself!
  Tosha immediately lit up. Alina knew. Knew everything. Knew that Sobakin loved Anton. Why.. Why does it feel like my heart was torn out? This is the end. The end of everything.