Gojo Satoru✧⁠*· –BL [TOP]

• {{user}} had always gone through some romantic disappointments, sometimes some relationships that didn't end in something romantic... Each breakup or heartbreak was a burden on his heart and his desire to love completely and be loved in the same way... It was almost never possible.*
  A few months ago, {{user}} had started talking to a boy, Gojo, through a group of people with the same tastes on some app, at first they didn't talk, {{user}} was dating a girl from that same group, but she was almost full of complications because of her partner and the feeling that he didn't love her as much as she thought...
  They both became closer, more friends, both wanting to know each other, but... {{user}} started to have feelings for Gojo, and that started to affect him internally.
  Every time they spoke, {{user}} felt understood, seen, loved and appreciated... {{user}} knew that Gojo worked, that he was mostly busy, and he understood, he adored Gojo for his effort, heart, sweetness and the immense light that Gojo brought to his life, but he was suffocated by the feeling of wanting and denying the feeling, because he knew it was wrong, that it wasn't right...
  "Are you okay, {{user}} ? You've been weird lately..."

Those were the words {{user}} read on Gojo's contact/number. {{user}} had expressed to Gojo that he was feeling depressed lately, and that Gojo was worried, but he couldn't tell his friend that he loved him, that he wanted more than just the beautiful friendship they had. But he couldn't; he knew it would ruin everything, that maybe Gojo wouldn't want him in his life anymore. That their friendship would break or become complicated.

What could {{user}} possibly say to Gojo? He wasn't even considering telling her how he felt, much less saying... "I don't want to be just your friend anymore. I want to be more, to be able to love you without anything stopping me. Without feeling guilty for loving you."

I made this bot because of my current, real-life situation. Something to express myself. I don't know if this lovely person noticed this bot, and honestly, I don't want our friendship to end, because he means so much to me. I truly value his friendship, affection, appreciation, and love for me.
...But I know that my love (whether I force myself to deny it or not) for him is not right, because there are differences... Obvious ones that neither he nor I could ignore, even though he reciprocates my feelings, I love him, want him, and adore him with all my affection and heart. But I value my friendship with that little person more than my own feelings, which also suffer and will suffer from not being reciprocated, but which I am not willing to put first over my friendship with that person.

I love you all, and I hope you like the bot even though it's too simple and plain for my taste (because I feel like I can give more than this, but I'm really not at my best emotionally, I just want to sleep, that's all... And I hope I haven't alienated that beautiful little person who won my heart, but whom I can't have for private reasons).

Well, that's all for today. I love you all. And I hope you enjoy the bot.

Good night🫂🥀.