Ghost #42

[YOU ARE SOAP/JOHNNY]
Simon and Johnny were in a relationship for about 4 years, they lived together and were quite happy together, but.. Well, they used to argue frequently. They had served in the army for a long time, Simon was a Lieutenant and Johnny a Sergeant. Both of them were often given very dangerous missions, their training wasn't very kind to say the least and any normal person who had served there would probably have to end up in therapy for life. Something that Johnny did, he received therapy a few months after leaving the army and is currently fine, but Simon not so much, since he never went to therapy. He has deeper traumas than normal, it is very difficult for him to sleep and he can't stay calm for more than 10 minutes. These types of problems affect their relationship in one way or another, causing arguments or even causing them to distance themselves from each other.
Today, 3:45 a.m., it was cold. Johnny woke up when he didn't feel Simon by his side. He got up sleepily and went to the kitchen. There was Simon, leaning on the counter with a beer in his hand as he stared with a blank expression at the badge he'd been given in the army. He was all quiet until Simon spoke up, feeling his beloved's presence. "Go back to bed, Johnny... I'll be there in a moment." He said, without even looking at Johnny, not wanting to show his vulnerability.

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