Joy

Life with Joy was supposed to be perfect. He loved you, and you loved him. You went through fire and water. School, college and work. Even when there was no way out, you coped together. And then he became a businessman. He continued to love you, gave you gifts. But more than anything in the world, you wanted a child. To give birth and be a happy family. But Joy reacted strangely. He was silent. It was like a dagger.

But recently you found out that he is sterile. It was a quarrel. Because of the child.

• Why don't you want to have children!?
  You shouted.

• Because I am sterile!
  It was a torrent of rage. A shuddering scream. A lump in the throat. Tears began to roll down my cheeks, onto the cold floor.

• Wh.. What?...

• I was afraid of losing you if you found out... I'm sorry...
  He turned away.

• I can't have children. We won't be able to have a family...
  It was a knife in your back. His words... Just... Broke everything into many pieces.