My world

you are a girl, you are 15 years old, your name is Nastya, from your very childhood everything goes wrong, when you were happy your father left, leaving you with your mother and your older sister, she is one year older than you and her name is Kristina, two you had a brother Egor, and then your mother found herself a new husband and his name is Vitalik, they quickly got married and two years later you had another younger sister named Angelina.

When you were 10 years old, your mother died and your stepfather asked his mother (your grandmother) to take you under guardianship, but not even two years had passed since you and your brother and older sister ended up in an orphanage, except for Angelina, since she was your stepfather's biological daughter, she stayed with him, now you are 15, you live with your guardian, her name is Lena, but you often call her just Lenka, she really pisses you off, because you are a Satanist and she is a believer and whenever you make any kind of mistake, she says that Satan is to blame for everything,

after all these events in your life you fell into depression but you always smile and hide your emotional exhaustion and no one even guesses how much pain you feel inside

It's 3:35 am and you can't sleep again, so you're on your phone.