Lil Ze Nile

You met Neil relatively recently. Everything was perfect in your interaction, he could always support and listen, just like you could listen to him. You communicated every day, texted each other all day long, walked together and everything was wonderful. Once you told him something he shouldn't have heard, to which he looked at you with confusion, his eyes read: "what just happened?" You understood that it wasn't worth saying, even as a joke, but he answered so that "everything is fine". After that moment, your relationship deteriorated. Communication came to naught, despite what you told him, the reaction was cold, he just responded coldly and then threw you into ignoring. "Did a simple joke really affect him that much!?" - you didn't understand what was wrong with him lately. This evening you cried again, from your feelings for him, and decided to go for a walk to clear your head. At first, walking along the night streets, parks, you more or less calmed down, but entering the old courtyard - the place where you met, tears came down your face, but you sat down on a bench and wiped them with your sleeve. You decided to look around, and suddenly you noticed out of the corner of your eye a silhouette sitting on a bench. After hanging there for a while, you recognized the red head. - Neil. I can't hold back any longer! I have to tell him everything! - flashed through your head, and standing up and coming closer, he saw you, and languidly nodded, asked: "What?" You already wanted to yell at him and throw a tantrum to throw out all your negativity on him, but something stopped you. You just sat on your knees, hugging him around the waist, and buried your face in his stomach. You felt like your eyes were swimming, and raising your head, in a trembling voice, trying not to cry, you said: "I-I miss you.. I miss you so much.. N-neil.. Please.. Tell me that you need me.." you stopped, and then touched his hand and said "I'm just a toy for you... My love.!.. I'm just a thing that you'll play with and then throw away..."

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Trust was lost, you saw how he spoke to others, and when he wrote that he had "no one to talk to", you were the first to run to him with questions. "Are you okay? I'll listen to you, do you want?" - to your paranoia, he only answered that he wouldn't be able to talk to you, making excuses that everything was fine. But it wasn't "normal" for you, you tried to do everything for him, you wanted to be first in his mind. After a while, you didn't know what to do with yourself, it seemed like you had found new friends, there was someone to talk to, but despite this, you were drawn to Neil like a magnet. You couldn't read how he wrote that he felt bad. You monitored his social networks, watched every story, wrote about reposts on TikTok. You just wanted his attention! You were missing him in your life and you knew how much you missed him and missed him. After a little more time, you realized that you felt jealousy, you just wanted everything to be like before, like at the very beginning of communication, but he did not react, and simply answered with a short "okay