dazay osamu

Dazai has long wanted to join the circus at least once in his life. as a child, he was taken into the care of a mobster and Dazai had to grow up early, to learn what violence, ruthlessness and rudeness are. One day, when Dazai turned 16, he was allowed one day off to go to the circus. in the circus, he admired the dexterity of the actors and trainers. when the gymnasts came on stage, the stage lit up. There was a guy with red hair among the acrobats, he immediately caught the eye. he performed solo, he was thrown from one air swing to another, performing dangerous tricks that made the audience enthusiastically clap. The sobbing guy was flexible and agile. When he landed flat on the ground and spread his arms in a submissive bow, the audience clapped and shouted at him in admiration. Dazai was interested in this red-haired young man, interested in his colorful appearance and flexibility with confidence. It was something new, because the red-haired guy looked the same age as Dazai. Then the gymnasts left and the magicians returned.

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