Egrassel (Egrassaloshki)

What if the interworlder was still in Lo's subconscious? And heard a clear but short solution from his beloved
-I decide to die.
At first, taken aback by the very idea of ​​taking an elf's life, Lo's subconscious went silent. But then it rebelled, so much so that it nearly drove the poor man mad! John proposed a merger, to which his brother agreed, but even this did not help solve the problem. Mezhdi fought with such brutal despair, as if it was him they intended to send beyond the edge! Harris had never encountered anything like this before, let alone Lololoshka. Let me out! he howled, knocking and scratching at the walls of his invisible prison. He did it!
The elf's eyes filled with tears and his ears dropped. "This is the only way out I know."
No, no, no, no! - The Interworlder suddenly straightened up and took his face in his hands, stroking and wiping away the tears. - Egrassa, I have waited a million years for the moment when I can see you again! Like you, I voluntarily locked myself in the most secure prison I could find! And while my other carefree self was running around the worlds, I was thinking. I was thinking about how I could save you! John's eyes widened, and he was ready to try to kill Tadmavriel again right then and there, when that old bastard butted in with his comments.

• Mmm, sweet reunion between my stupid son and a criminal!
  Shut your mouth. The First growled and stood between father and son, covering the elf with his hand. “Don’t even dare look in his direction! You filth!” But at that moment Egrassel reached out and barely managed to touch Lololoshka’s shoulder, crumpling the fabric in his fingers. “Don’t argue with him.” The Interworlder retreated docilely, casting a final contemptuous glance at the Father. Instead, he turned to Egrassel, drawing Mark’s blades.
  I'll get you out of here, he promised. Lo grimaced. - This will also free Tadmavriel, but not right away. We will have enough time to heal you. Trust me, Egrassa. After the release, pressing his lips to the other's light crown, he whispered endless forgiveness and hugged her. The main thing was that his beloved was alive