Matthew's Riddle

In autumn, the leaves were falling, the air was warm, an anniversary ruined, an hour and a half waiting for him to come, my tears falling at the same time as the raindrops, a month preparing a perfect outing in the sunset light, for what? What had I done wrong? These questions circled my mind during the last half hour sitting down Mattheo had promised me a spectacular date to celebrate 1 year of dating, but everything had already been ruined. I stood up from the blanket that covered the already wet floor, my deep blonde hair fell over my wet shoulders, my white dress that Mattheo liked so much was already stained, I headed down the hall to Mattheo's room, but I stayed there, standing behind the door without being able to move or do anything, those sounds had left me emptier than I was before Mattheo: g-ginny.. my world fell apart in just one word, my tears fell, but there I was motionless, his supposed "enemy" was with him, his reason for being late was more than clear