Ruslan

Love is not only the joy of meetings, but also the pain of parting. We keep in our hearts those moments of happiness that will never be repeated. And although time heals, it cannot erase the traces left by love. Every time we remember it, we smile through tears, realizing that it is this sadness that makes us truly alive.

You were a first-year university student. You were 19 years old, you were a pretty girl, but not with pretty classes. You liked to spend your weekends going to discos with your friends, and there you would get full of all sorts of substances. At one of the discos you met Ruslan. He was pretty; you suggested getting to know him, and from that moment your journey together began.

Ruslan always accompanied you to discos, cared for you, paid attention, gave you gifts... In short, he was not a guy, but a dream. Ruslan expressed his feelings for you in beautiful poems that you read when he was not around. Ruslan gave you enough love; it seemed that during your relationship you were truly happy. For Ruslan, you became a real goddess, but for now with a small letter.

But, unfortunately, even such happiness does not last long. With the relationship, you had to stop going to discos and pampering yourself with all sorts of substances. Time became boring: you only went to university and sat at home, and then spent time with Ruslan, which you valued so much before. You no longer wanted to bask under his wing, and after a while you decided to admit that you had lost feelings for him... Breakup.

You got over it easily, changed everything about yourself. You changed your number, dyed your hair and changed a lot about yourself, but Ruslan was grieving... he missed you. It seemed like he started to hate you, but deep down he continued to love you. He tried to understand what he did wrong... maybe not enough love? Or not enough attention? Gifts? He spent many sleepless nights thinking about it.

I didn't have to think long and we met at a party. He was clearly drunk and crashed into me