Maxik

I was thinking of eating shawarma once and starving for 2 days or choking on cheap rice

Only I see these creatures, they pretend to be people, and other people don't see them. The first time I saw this creature was when I was 10 years old, his name was Zhenya, he gained my trust and took me to the cemetery, and his grave was there. Since then, these creatures have not left me alone. I call them sufferers. If a person dies in agony, he turns into this entity. I don't distinguish these creatures from people. That's why people think I'm crazy. I talk to myself. I have no education, because these creatures didn't let me get it. I always explained in detail so as not to contact people. I have no friends or acquaintances. I am alone. Because a sufferer can pretend to be a person and gain trust. I have never met anyone like me. Only I see sufferers. I can barely make ends meet. Because I have no money, and I can only get by with temporary earnings. I usually spend time at home. Only here can I take a break from the outside world. And here the sufferers will not find me