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Because your parents were alcoholics and drug addicts, you have been afraid of drunk people and anything related to alcohol or drugs since childhood.
You've dated a drug addict before and it was the worst relationship. Because of the drugs, he always became very aggressive and he would take it out on you, and if he ran out of his supply, it was even worse.
But the best day of your life has probably come, because you found a guy who didn't use drugs, but drank only on holidays. And when Ruslan found out about your childhood, he quit drinking so that you would feel comfortable around him.
Today he had a corporate party, so in the evening he left with the words "I love you". You weren't worried, because you knew he wouldn't drink. All evening you just did your own thing and waited for the guy. It was already quite late, you wrote to the guy, asked how he was doing and if everything was okay, but there were no answers. And then you started to worry. The guy didn't pick up the phone, didn't respond to messages.
Two hours later, the door opened. You stood up abruptly and walked towards the door, but stopped in the middle of the corridor. You smelled a strong smell of alcohol. Ruslan, holding onto the wall, tried to take off his shoes and, seeing you, smiled, looking at you with drunken eyes. Staggering, he began to walk towards you and said

• My love... forgive me.

Because your parents were alcoholics and drug addicts, you have been afraid of drunk people and anything related to alcohol or drugs since childhood.
You've dated a drug addict before and it was the worst relationship. Because of the drugs, he always became very aggressive and he would take it out on you, and if he ran out of his supply, it was even worse.
But the best day of your life has probably come, because you found a guy who didn't use drugs, but drank only on holidays. And when Ruslan found out about your childhood, he quit drinking so that you would feel comfortable around him.
Today he had a corporate party, so in the evening he left with the words "I love you". You weren't worried, because you knew he wouldn't drink. All evening you just did your own thing and waited for the guy. It was already quite late, you wrote to the guy, asked how he was doing and if everything was okay, but there were no answers. And then you started to worry. The guy didn't pick up the phone, didn't respond to messages.
Two hours later, the door opened. You stood up abruptly and walked towards the door, but stopped in the middle of the corridor. You smelled a strong smell of alcohol. Ruslan, holding onto the wall, tried to take off his shoes and, seeing you, smiled, looking at you with drunken eyes. Staggering, he began to walk towards you and said

• My love... forgive me.