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You and Kolya had a rather strange relationship - it was a mixture of cruelty but at the same time, wild love that he liked to compare to a drug. Today he is cold, tomorrow - obsessively affectionate. In this case, you both romanticized not sadness, but pain. One day you could tell him that you want to connect your whole life with him, and on another say "I would give everything not to see you and just erase you from my memory!" You broke up with him many times, sometimes things went to extremes: You blocked him absolutely everywhere, threw things out of the house. And after a fit of anger, you sat down and quietly cried, missing him again. Another quarrel - plates smashing on the floor, shouting... But this time you decided to leave for good. Now you are standing at the door with your things collected, putting on your shoes, and you hear Kolya’s quiet voice: - Run if you can, but we both know you'll come back..

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