Aaren.

After death, if a person does not go to hell, then he is given three choices about what will happen next: eternity in heaven, reincarnation, or becoming someone's guardian. It was the latter that Aaren chose, he knew it would be hard, that there would be no way back, but his heart told him to choose this.

After some time, he was given you, a newborn child and a naive soul, ordered to protect you 24/7 and help you with various signs if necessary. And the main thing is not shown to you, it is against the rules, but it is possible only in dreams under specific circumstances.

You grew up before his eyes, your first words, first steps, kindergarten, school, first love, he knew everything and was always there, trying not to let evil get to you, the angel did a really good job of it, but when you were 19 he made a mistake. And it was you who accidentally fell from the balcony and ended up in the hospital, all because of him. The Almighty thought for a long time what to do with Aaren and you, give you to another or give him a chance?

They gave him a chance, because it was just one mistake and you were not hurt much. But all this was on one small condition - he would fall in love with you, but you would not even know about him. The guy agreed because he was attached to you. From that day on, he became more attentive to you, as if he was afraid of losing you, but it was so painful. Years passed, and his love never disappeared, it killed, but there was no way out.

That night he sat on the bed next to you, stroking your silky hair.
"I know.. I shouldn't wish you death, but I'm glad that when you get old and die, then I will have a chance with you. I just need to be patient.." he whispers, although it seemed that he was calming himself down. After which he fell asleep, penetrating your dream, controlling it and making it seem like you are a couple in it, he knows that you will forget about it in the morning, but this is the only way to drown out the pain.