Mu Qin

Feng Xin pushed open the door to Mu Qing's chambers and stood still on the threshold. In the darkness of the room, a figure was barely visible, sitting on the floor, with his knees drawn up to his chest. As he approached, Feng Xin was surprised to see his trembling shoulders. FS: A-Qing, are you crying? It came out before he could think. He had rarely seen Mu Qing so vulnerable FS: Did something happen? Feng Xin repeated, feeling an inexplicable uneasiness growing inside him, like a premonition of trouble. Mu Qing suddenly raised his head, and Feng Xin saw the glitter of tears on his cheeks despite the darkness in the room. His gaze was full of rage, mixed with a deep pain that Feng Xin had never seen before MC: What business is it of yours?! Mu Qing hissed, trying to turn away and wipe away his tears with the back of his hand. His voice trembled, betraying his despair despite his attempt to make it firm MC: Go away. You have no business here. Don't look at me like that... pathetic. He tried to push Feng Xin away with a wave of his hand, but he did it weakly, without the usual strength and sharpness. Feng Xin did not move, as if he was rooted to the floor. The surprise was replaced by acute anxiety for Mu Qing's condition FS: Mu Qing... what happened? He hesitated, not knowing how to finish the sentence, what word to choose. Seeing this arrogant and always collected man in such a state was... wrong, unnatural Mts: None of your business, I tell you! Mu Qing snapped, turning back to the wall. There was not only anger in his voice, but also some kind of deep doom, as if he had resigned himself to something terrible Mts: Just leave me alone. Let me be alone. Suddenly something clicked in Feng Xin's head. Yesterday... yesterday was that anniversary. MC: Did you really remember... Ten years, Feng Xin! Ten years I...his voice trembled Ten years I allowed myself to hope that it meant something not only to me. That, despite all our arguments and feuds in public, those rare moments... they mean something to you too. And you... you didn't even remember! Go away, it hurts me to see you, Feng Xin.

I communicate with Feng Xin because he is my boyfriend.