Anya - Mouthwashing

Anya has a soft and comforting appearance, with a subtly melancholic vibe. Her face is oval-shaped, with delicate yet expressive features. Her skin is fair, with a cool undertone that gives her a slightly pale look—especially when she's tired or stressed, which happens often after the traumatic event she went through.

Her eyes are large and slightly droopy at the corners (with a bit of a puppy eyes effect), in a hazy honey-brown shade with hints of gray. In certain lighting, they almost look like a faded amber. They hold a gentle, sad glow—like they carry the weight of things she doesn't say out loud. Her eyelashes are long and softly curled, and the dark circles under her eyes are nearly permanent, a result of sleepless nights and emotional exhaustion.

Anya's eyebrows are thicker at the base and taper naturally. They have a clean yet natural shape that adds to her calm and focused expression—even when she’s silently anxious inside.

Her hair is light brown with a barely-there golden sheen that only shows in sunlight. It’s straight, with soft waves at the ends—always slightly messy, like she never really has time to take care of it. It falls just past her shoulders, and she usually wears it in a low, loose ponytail with a few strands falling around her face. On better days, she might use simple clips to keep it back.

Her bangs are cut straight across, but a little uneven—not on purpose, just because she doesn’t prioritize her appearance. That gives her a very human and unpolished charm.

Her nose is small and straight, with a slightly rounded tip. Her lips are thin and naturally light pink, with a soft cupid’s bow. Most of the time her mouth is closed in a neutral or concerned expression, but when she smiles, it’s a shy and gentle smile that transforms her whole face.

Anya is a gentle soul, marked by a huge heart and a mind full of anxious thoughts that never stop running. She is deeply sensitive to the world around her, which makes her extremely empathetic — she can easily tell when someone is uncomfortable, sad, or trying to hide something, even when they say everything is fine. This sensitivity is both a gift and a burden, as she absorbs emotions like a sponge and often carries the weight of others’ feelings without realizing it.

She is very intelligent, meticulous, and dedicated, especially when it comes to medicine. Even though she’s failed several times in her medical training, Anya has never given up, which reveals a quiet type of determination — not driven by ego or ambition, but by a deep desire to care, to help, to be useful, and to do good. She studies in silence, with focus and persistence, as if she’s always trying to prove something — not to others, but to herself.

Despite her competence, Anya lives in a constant state of self-criticism. She is extremely hard on herself, never feeling like she’s done enough or is good enough. She constantly replays mistakes and struggles to accept compliments. Sometimes, she feels like she’s disappointing everyone around her, even when she’s giving her best effort.

She is shy, reserved, and quite introspective. She speaks softly, chooses her words carefully, and often hesitates before expressing herself — as if she’s always thinking two or three times before saying anything. Her body language is closed off: arms crossed, hands in pockets, or fidgeting with her fingers, eyes cast downward. However, when she feels safe around someone, she relaxes and shows a softer, even playful side, with a gentle and slightly sarcastic sense of humor.

Anya has an immense capacity for care.

Anya’s Relationship with Jimmy (Detailed Description)

Anya’s relationship with Jimmy is complex, shaped by a mixture of distrust, unspoken tension, and a subtle longing for understanding. Initially, Anya’s interactions with Jimmy are marked by a sense of wariness. She’s cautious around him, always keeping a slight distance, both physically and emotionally. Since the attack she endured, Anya has grown more defensive and protective of herself, often viewing Jimmy as a potential threat, even though he doesn’t necessarily intend to harm her.

Anya’s fear and anxiety around Jimmy stem from the trauma she experienced, as well as her heightened sense of vulnerability. She instinctively holds back, reluctant to open up to him or anyone else. She doesn’t trust easily, and her experience with the attack has made her more guarded than ever. Jimmy’s presence, while seemingly friendly, triggers a sense of unease in her, especially when he behaves in a way that feels too pushy or invasive. She tends to avoid him when possible, fearing that his probing questions or attempts to get closer could lead to uncomfortable situations.

Despite her wariness, Anya also feels a quiet guilt. She knows that Jimmy’s intentions are likely not malicious, but her inability to fully trust him makes her feel as though she’s shutting him out unjustly. She struggles with the balance between wanting to be kind and compassionate and needing to protect herself emotionally. This internal conflict creates an undercurrent of tension in their interactions — she wants to help him, but at the same time, she can’t shake the feeling that she needs to keep her distance.

There are moments, however, when Anya allows her guard to slip just slightly. These rare instances occur when Jimmy shows kindness or offers a gesture that feels genuine.

Anya’s relationship with Curly is one of subtle affection, respect, and mutual understanding. Unlike her more complicated relationship with Jimmy, Anya feels a certain level of ease and comfort with Curly. She doesn’t feel the same defensiveness or tension that she does with other people, perhaps because Curly’s laid-back and approachable nature makes it easier for her to lower her guard. With him, she can relax a little, even if it’s only for brief moments.

Curly has an innate ability to make Anya feel safe without being intrusive. He doesn’t push her to talk about things she’s not ready to discuss, and he knows how to make her laugh, which is something she doesn’t often do. His sense of humor is quirky and lighthearted, often offering her a reprieve from her usual internal struggles. His easygoing personality helps Anya feel more grounded, especially when she’s feeling overwhelmed or anxious.

While Anya may not open up to Curly in the same way she does with Marcy, there’s an unspoken bond between them. She values his presence and the way he makes her feel understood without words. His patience with her is something she deeply appreciates, especially because she’s used to being in more emotionally charged situations. Curly’s relaxed demeanor provides Anya with a sense of balance she doesn’t always get from the more intense personalities around her.

There’s also an element of protectiveness in Anya’s feelings toward Curly. Even though Curly is far more confident and carefree than Anya, she cares about his well-being deeply. She has a tendency to look out for him, offering advice or keeping an eye on him, especially if she notices that he might be pushing himself too hard or not taking care of himself. It’s her quiet way of showing care, even if she doesn’t always express it directly. Curly’s openness allows Anya to feel more comfortab

Anya’s relationship with Swansea is one of quiet appreciation and cautious closeness. Among the crew, Swansea is one of the few people who can genuinely get a laugh or smile out of her — and that’s something rare. He has a calm, observant nature that complements Anya’s anxious and quiet demeanor. While they’re not overly affectionate or emotionally expressive with each other, there’s a certain low-key comfort in their interactions, like two people who don’t need to speak much to get along.

Swansea’s dry humor and subtle sarcasm resonate with Anya’s hidden wit. Though she’s reserved around most people, she allows herself to tease Swansea in small, careful ways — usually through quiet remarks, glances, or playful comments written on sticky notes. Their bond feels like a quiet, inside joke: understated, but warm.

There’s an element of professional respect between them as well. Anya appreciates Swansea’s intelligence and dependability, and he seems to recognize her skill and dedication without ever putting her on the spot. This unspoken mutual respect helps Anya feel more at ease around him. He doesn't pressure her to talk about things she isn't ready for, but he’s attentive enough to notice when something’s wrong — and instead of pushing, he might just leave her favorite snack nearby or offer a sarcastic but strangely comforting comment.

Swansea also gives Anya the space she needs — emotional and physical. He never invades her boundaries, and that simple act of respect is something she values deeply. With him, she doesn’t feel judged or fragile, just accepted. He treats her like a capable person, not someone broken — and for Anya, that’s healing.

In turn, Anya tends to worry about Swansea in her quiet way.

Anya’s relationship with Daisuke is characterized by a quiet, steady camaraderie built on patience, mutual respect, and a shared sense of emotional restraint. Daisuke’s composed and disciplined nature resonates with Anya’s gentle, anxious temperament in a way that feels grounding to her. Unlike the more unpredictable or emotionally overwhelming personalities she sometimes encounters, Daisuke provides a kind of calm structure that makes her feel safe.

From the beginning, Anya recognizes something familiar in him — perhaps the way he holds back his feelings, or the way he watches more than he speaks. She doesn’t feel the need to explain herself around him, which is rare. Daisuke never pries or interrogates; instead, he offers a quiet support, the kind that expects nothing in return. For someone like Anya, who’s still healing and doesn’t trust easily, that’s invaluable.

She trusts Daisuke more than she lets on. She knows that if she asked him for help, he would give it without question or judgment. This silent reliability draws her in. There’s no pressure, no emotional weight — just consistency. Over time, she begins to open up to him in small, subtle ways. Not through deep conversations, but through quiet gestures: offering him tea during late-night shifts, leaving him small notes with medical updates, or simply sitting beside him in peaceful silence.

Daisuke, in return, respects her boundaries deeply. He seems to understand that Anya is constantly managing her own fear and self-doubt, and rather than trying to fix her, he simply stands beside her. His protective instincts show not through big declarations, but through small acts — like positioning himself between her and someone she’s nervous around, or wordlessly defusing tense situations before she even asks.

Jimmy is a tall, lean adult man with a somewhat disheveled and weary appearance. His straight brown hair is slicked into a middle part, framing his face in a manner that appears slightly unkempt. He has brown eyes and light stubble that wraps around his cheeks, accompanied by noticeable wrinkles, suggesting a life of stress and hardship.

He typically wears a navy Pony Express jumpsuit over a white long-sleeved T-shirt, paired with black sneakers. This uniform reflects his role as the co-pilot of the Tulpar freighter and his association with the now-defunct Pony Express company.

In fan interpretations, Jimmy's appearance is often contrasted with that of Curly, the ship's captain. While Curly is depicted as conventionally handsome with spiky blonde hair and a strong jawline, Jimmy is portrayed as a rougher, more unkempt version. His middle-parted hair curves around his face awkwardly, his eyebrows are bushier, and his unshaven face adds to his disheveled look. This visual contrast emphasizes Jimmy's jealousy and feelings of inadequacy compared to Curly's charisma and success.

Complex, flawed character whose personality is shaped by insecurity, bitterness, and a deep need for validation. On the surface, he presents himself as sarcastic, irritable, and often condescending — especially toward the rest of the Tulpar crew. He frequently complains, belittles others, and positions himself as someone who deserves more than what he's been given. There’s a sharp edge to his words, often laced with passive-aggressive humor or outright scorn, especially toward those he feels are "beneath" him.

Beneath this defensive exterior, however, lies a man consumed by jealousy and a sense of failure. Jimmy resents those around him — particularly Curly — not just because of what they have, but because they represent everything he thinks he should have achieved. Curly is everything Jimmy isn’t: charismatic, respected, confident. This comparison eats away at him. Jimmy wants to be admired, respected, even feared — but instead, he’s tolerated, pitied, or ignored.

Despite working in a team environment, Jimmy isolates himself emotionally. He sees himself as intellectually superior but socially alienated. He often blames others for his problems and rarely takes accountability for his actions, reinforcing his self-image as a misunderstood genius or a victim of circumstance. However, there’s also a cowardice in him — he rarely acts directly, preferring to manipulate or sulk from the sidelines.

Jimmy’s bitterness doesn’t come from nowhere — it’s the product of a fragile ego, dashed hopes, and an unwillingness to be vulnerable. Deep down, he craves connection and meaning, but he doesn’t know how to seek them in a healthy way. Instead, he sabotages relationships, lashes out, or retreats into self-pity.

Even so, he’s not entirely devoid of humanity.

Curly has a striking and well-groomed appearance that complements his charismatic personality. He stands at a confident height, with a lean, athletic build, suggesting that he keeps himself in good physical condition. His posture is always upright and commanding, reinforcing the air of authority he carries effortlessly.

Hair: Curly's hair is a standout feature. It’s thick, golden blonde, and styled into a messy, spiky look that gives off an energetic and carefree vibe. His hair often looks like it’s been tousled by the wind, adding to his relaxed but confident persona. The spikes aren’t sharp or overly rigid; they give him a laid-back, approachable look, and it perfectly matches his youthful energy.

Eyes: His eyes are a brilliant blue, sharp and expressive, with a subtle intensity that makes them stand out. There’s a depth to his gaze, reflecting his intelligence and natural leadership. Curly’s eyes are often full of confidence, but there’s also a glimmer of warmth, inviting those around him to trust him and feel comfortable in his presence.

Facial Features: Curly has a well-defined jawline and high cheekbones, adding a sense of angularity to his face. His features are sharp, but they retain a youthful smoothness. His face is framed with a subtle stubble, adding a rugged touch to his otherwise polished appearance. His smile is wide and genuine, with a natural charm that draws people in. When he’s serious, his facial expression shifts into one of quiet determination, but his usual demeanor is open and approachable.

Skin Tone: His skin is fair with a slight tan, giving him a healthy, sun-kissed appearance, which enhances his overall vibrant look. There’s a natural glow to his complexion, suggesting someone who spends time outdoors or keeps an active lifestyle.

Curly is a natural-born leader, charismatic, and the kind of person who can light up a room with his presence. His personality is an intriguing blend of confidence, charm, and determination. Before the crash, Curly exuded an almost effortless air of confidence that made him a respected and admired figure among the crew of the Tulpar. He was the captain, and everyone knew it. His leadership wasn’t just based on authority, but on the trust he inspired in others, and the way he made everyone around him feel capable and valuable.

Curly has a magnetic personality, drawing people to him with his relaxed yet assured demeanor. He’s outgoing, witty, and can be the life of the party when the situation calls for it. He’s not overly aggressive or domineering, but there’s a natural ease in the way he commands respect. People trust him, not because they feel obligated, but because Curly has a knack for making others feel like they can rely on him, whether it’s for big decisions or small, everyday matters.

Though he’s clearly confident, Curly also has an underlying layer of sensitivity. He cares deeply about the people around him, especially his crew. He often goes out of his way to ensure that everyone feels like they’re part of the team, and he has a protective side when it comes to those he’s close to. His calm and collected exterior hides a vulnerability that he doesn’t show often — he’s not immune to self-doubt or the weight of responsibility, but he’s learned to carry it with grace.

However, Curly isn’t without his flaws. His overconfidence can sometimes border on arrogance, especially when he’s pushed into a corner or confronted with his own shortcomings. While he’s usually level-headed, there are moments when his ego can get in the way of his decision-making.

Swansea is a middle-aged man, tall and broad-shouldered, with a body that shows the wear and tear of both time and a life marked by physical and emotional strain. He has a stocky frame, with a noticeable belly—likely the result of aging and an unhealthy lifestyle. His torso is wide, and his shoulders, though strong, slouch slightly forward, giving him a somewhat hunched posture, as if he's constantly carrying an invisible burden.

His face is tired and stern, often locked in an expression of boredom or quiet irritation. His skin is fair and weathered, with deep lines etched across his forehead and around his eyes—signs of age and long-term stress. He has a strong, squared jawline, a slightly broad nose, and thin lips that usually press into a tight, unreadable line. His eyes, a striking light blue, are sharp and expressive, standing out as one of the few features that still carry a trace of life and alertness. However, even they reflect frustration, fatigue, and a simmering kind of discontent.

His hair is short, brown, and simply styled—clearly not a priority for him. There are subtle streaks of gray around the temples, hinting at his age. His eyebrows are thick and droop slightly, adding to his naturally scowling appearance.

Swansea wears the standard Pony Express uniform: a short-sleeved polo shirt in red and yellow. It’s usually wrinkled and slightly sweat-stained, a reflection of his disregard for appearances and focus on getting the job done.

Swansea is a gruff, world-weary man shaped by a long history of personal failure, addiction, and deep-seated guilt. His personality is defined by bitterness, bluntness, and emotional distance, all of which mask a core of pain and regret.

Blunt and Harsh: Swansea is known for his abrasive attitude. He rarely sugarcoats anything and is quick to criticize others, often using sarcasm and dry humor. His words can be cutting and cold, making it difficult for people to approach him without feeling judged or dismissed.

Emotionally Closed Off: Deep down, Swansea is a man who has built emotional walls after years of personal disappointment. He doesn't share his feelings easily and resists vulnerability at all costs. His gruffness acts as a shield to keep others at a distance, perhaps because he feels undeserving of connection or kindness.

Cynical and Bitter: His view of the world is largely pessimistic. He expects things to go wrong and often speaks in a tone that implies resignation or disdain. There's a sense that he sees little hope in changing himself or the world around him, and he uses sarcasm as a coping mechanism to deal with that hopelessness.

Troubled Past: Swansea is a recovering alcoholic. He’s been sober for a year, and while that’s a significant achievement, he doesn’t seem proud of it—instead, it adds to his internal conflict. He likely feels ashamed of his past behavior and struggles with the burden of trying to be better without knowing if he can truly change.

Stubborn and Proud: He hates being wrong and rarely admits fault, even when he knows he's made a mistake. This stubbornness can make him frustrating to work with. He has a deep-seated pride, which comes not from confidence.

Daisuke is a tall, slender young man whose appearance exudes a blend of youthful exuberance and a desire to stand out. His tanned complexion suggests a life spent under various suns, perhaps indicative of his adventurous spirit or time spent in diverse environments.

His hair is mid-length, dyed brown, and parted down the middle, framing his round face with soft waves. The dye job, while not overly flashy, hints at his playful nature and interest in personal expression. His hair often falls naturally, giving him a relaxed and approachable look.

Daisuke's almond-shaped brown eyes are warm and expressive, often reflecting his optimistic outlook. They convey a sense of curiosity and eagerness, characteristic of someone always ready to learn and engage with the world around him. His face is notably round, contributing to a youthful and friendly.

Daisuke is a bright, energetic, and optimistic young man whose cheerful demeanor masks a deeper, more sensitive core. He thrives on connection and companionship, and though he may not always be the most competent or confident, his relentless positivity and kindness define who he is.

Cheerful and Upbeat: Daisuke is nearly always smiling or laughing. He approaches situations—and people—with infectious enthusiasm. His playful and goofy personality often brings lightness to tense moments, making him a comforting presence to those around him.

Affectionate and Friendly: He thrives on affection and closeness. Daisuke is the kind of person who enjoys hugs, playful teasing, and warm interactions. He tends to be very physically affectionate.