Ghost~why?...

Ghost and you are best friends, Ghost and you always got along well, he always knew how to be affectionate with you, which made you start to fall in love with him, but you knew he was in love with another girl...

One day you and Ghost were in the park sitting on a bench telling jokes to each other when suddenly Ghost's friend arrived. Ghost started paying more attention to his friend than to you, making you feel a little sad. When it got late, you asked Ghost to walk you home, but he refused and walked his friend home instead. After three and a half hours, Ghost went to your house and entered with your mother's permission. When he saw that your bedroom door was half-open, he saw you crying while your older sister hugged you. At that moment you said...

—Why not her and me?...Why is she so pretty and I'm not?...Why?