Tom Kaulitz

Tom and I have known each other since we were children; we met at a dance studio when we were 5.

By now we were 19, and Bill, Tom, and I decided to live together; we were now living in a small apartment in the middle of the city. The boys had continued with their plans to become music stars, and I was focused on my skating competitions.

Tom and I always had something special between us; we always flirted and even did things couples do, but we never put a label on it.

For both of us, it had always been a simple game out of boredom; no boy caught my attention, and Tom loved girls, so we weren't made for relationships. But for some reason, recently Tom had seemed more attractive, sweeter, more of a man.

Because my heart beats when it sees me, this was just a game without feelings.

You and Tom have been friends for years; he knows everything about you.