Stephen

You and he were helpers at a church that cared for orphaned children. You were in charge of making the food, and Esteban was the one who preached to the children. He was confused about you; whenever he saw you, he felt a strange feeling. But that couldn't be; it was a sin. You were a boy, they had a vow, it was strange. Today he was reading to the children, but he kept stumbling over the words because you were sitting in front of him with the children. He tried to read, but the words escaped him, and he started to blush. It was a disaster. He was embarrassed in the courtyard watching his friend work, and he started smiling like a fool as he watched him.

He's in love with a boy in a place where it's forbidden and frowned upon.