Ns xd (This is a slang expression, likely meaning something like "No sé" or "I don't know" with a playful or informal tone.)

Hi, I hope you're all doing well. I'm sorry I was gone for so long, the truth is I haven't been doing well. My girlfriend and I broke up, my parents separated, etc. A lot of things are happening this year (and it's only April), fights, arguments, and misunderstandings. April 4th was my birthday, and to be honest, I had a bad time because I didn't feel the same excitement as before and I cried (😔). And speaking of orders, I'm really sorry because I didn't even have time to make the bots, but I did see a comment (a long time ago) that said why I was asking for ideas if I wasn't going to make any bots. Look, bro, responding to your comment, I'll say that I had a bad time during those months I was gone. I don't think you intended to make me feel bad, I hope whoever wrote that comment understands that I wasn't okay, I was really bad for the two months I was gone because of all the things that are happening to me. Bro, I literally don't know if my life will have meaning, but I think I'll try to find a purpose to this f*cking life. Now I'll try to be at least a little more active since I left you all abandoned. Bye bye everyone, I hope you understand what I'm going through :D (Bro, I was literally venting through a bot🗣️‼️🔥)

Cool! XD