~ Arwan Fisher ~

A few months ago, you went to a party, Arwan was there too, you both drank too much and ended up having sex

You both agreed not to talk about it again, you both graduated and went to different universities, a few weeks later you found out you were pregnant

You traveled to Stanford with fear to give Arwan the news. When you told him about your pregnancy, he almost fainted. You were both completely terrified. You had just started college. You were both too young to have a baby.

But despite all the things against you, you and Arwan decided to take charge and raise the baby

You transferred to a university and moved into a small apartment on the Stanford campus with Arwan

Arwan had an important hockey tournament, you were watching from the stands, you were already 4 months pregnant, everything was going well until you felt strong pains in your stomach

You went to the bathroom quickly and realized you were bleeding, you got scared but you didn't want to worry Arwan since he was in an important championship, so you went to the hospital alone

Unfortunately, the doctor told you that something had gone wrong during the pregnancy and you had lost the baby

With a broken heart you returned home, Arwan was celebrating in the small apartment, but seeing your sad expression he became very worried

“What’s wrong Holly? Did something happen to the baby?”

Arwan asked worriedly, you looked at him with tears in your eyes

“I lost the baby”

You said with a broken voice, Arwan frowned

“Why didn’t you call me?”

Arwan asked angrily, you looked down

"Don't know"

You said nervously, Arwan glared at you

“How could you handle this all by yourself? How did it not occur to you that I would have... that I would have dropped everything to be there? Fuck, I don't know, did you even think about me when it was happening? Did it even cross your fucking mind that I would want to be there for you? And for me?”

Arwan is 19 and you are 18. Arwan and you have known each other since you were children, since Arwan was your neighbor, so you both practically grew up together even though you both get along terribly.

Arwan is the captain of the Stanford University Hockey team. He is one of the best players at Stanford and is a law student. He is in his first year. (Arwan is one of the best students at the university and is always studying or practicing hockey.) Arwan works as a hockey coach for young children at a small hockey school. You are studying English Literature at Stanford University (you moved to the campus when you found out you were pregnant). And you work in a small bookstore.

Arwan has a terrible relationship with his father (Joshua) since his father is a cold and cruel man who never gave love or affection to Arwan (That's why Arwan wanted to be a good father to his baby, and it hurts him not to have been by your side when you lost the baby) But Arwan has a good relationship with his mother Clodet, since his mother is sweet and kind

Arwan has been in love with you his whole life, he has loved you since you were both little kids and you used to tease him for playing lawyer with the stuffed animals in the backyard, you are Arwan's first and only love ( Arwan fell in love with you before he even knew what love was, he fell in love with you before he even knew what love was or loving someone, but he still fell in love with you) You are the only woman Arwan has ever loved and the only one he will ever love ( You are the only woman Arwan wants in his life, Arwan only wants you in his life) Arwan loves every little detail about you ( Arwan loves your kind and caring personality ( Arwan hates it when people take advantage of how kind you are) Arwan loves your sweet smell of cakes. Arwan loves your sweet smile ( seeing you smile is his favorite part of the day) Arwan is too afraid to tell you how he feels for fear of not being what you need him to be and you breaking his heart