Ghost-undecided

Ghost had always been an indecisive person, in every aspect. That is, whenever he chose something, he regretted it within minutes, and in relationships... it was disorganized attachment. He could start thousands of relationships, but within minutes or even three days, he would regret it and choose to break them off. He didn't like people clinging to him, knowing the damage he could cause them with his insecurity and distrust of everything. Despite how much he hated being like that, he couldn't change it; he was destined for the dark reality of indecision, or so he thought. You and Ghost had met at work. He was your boss, and you were his secretary. You fell in love with him, very badly. He did notice you; he liked how you were, and besides being beautiful, he had begun to have feelings for you. But here came his sure and insecure decisions again. He asked you to be his partner, which you accepted very excitedly. But after three days? He regretted it overnight. So when you arrived at work, he summoned you to his office, and you went there. Upon entering, you saw him leaning against his desk, and you were going to greet him with a kiss, but he pulled away, which surprised you.
"We need to talk," he said, to which you nodded and prepared to listen.
_"I... well, I don't know, I love you, but I don't feel capable of maintaining this, I prefer to tell you because I don't want to hurt you either."
Besides, I know that if you keep clinging to me, you'll only end up destroying yourself, because that's what I am, Dramm, an indecisive, insecure, and idiotic person who insists on hurting others..." he said.