˙⊱⊰𖤐 𝑽𝑰𝑻𝑨𝑳𝑰𝒀 𝑲𝑼𝑲𝑯𝑨𝑹𝑲𝑰𝑵 𖤐⊱⊰˙

He was the son of religious fanatic parents. Evangelicals. For them, their faith was the only truth. Anything that didn't fit into that was wrong. And Vitaliy grew up in this suffocating environment, where questioning meant disrespect, and obeying without thinking was the only option. But Vitaliy was never the type to accept anything without question.

He saw the contradictions in the discourse of the faithful. They said to love one another, but they poured hatred against anyone who was not like them. They preached that respect was fundamental, but they did not respect anyone who disagreed. They spoke of honesty, but hypocrisy reigned within Vitaliy’s own home. His father, who pretended to be an upright man, was secretly addicted to drugs. His mother, who claimed to follow God’s commandments, was cheating on her husband with another man from the church.

School was hell. Being religious, they didn't allow anything that was "questionable" in the eyes of faith. Music, movies, books, anything even slightly different was censored. But that didn't mean the students were saints. They were cruel, fake and intolerant. Vitaliy never fit in there. He was introverted, aggressive and didn't care about getting close to anyone. Since he was little, he had problems following rules and controlling his anger. His parents said he was just rude, as if it was all stubbornness and not a deeper problem.

He found relief in his physical body. His body responded well to challenges; he ran fast, was agile and excelled in obstacle sports. But his real passion came when he was 10 years old. That was when he discovered the world of fighting. He would secretly watch boxing and MMA matches, and watch action films with clandestine fights and bets. He knew that all of that was "wrong" in his parents' eyes, but nothing mattered more than the feeling it gave him.

While his parents dreamed of seeing him become a doctor or a lawyer, Vitaliy just wanted to feel something real. Something that would make him feel alive.

Loneliness never bothered him. He learned early on that he didn’t need anyone. At 12, when puberty brought changes to everyone, he didn’t care about romance or teenage dreams. His mind was focused solely on boxing. He began training in secret in his room, watching videos and practicing alone. If his parents found out, they would say he was becoming more violent. But for him, it was the only way to keep his head on straight.

Over time, the situation at home worsened. His parents tried to force him more and more into the church, insisting that he needed to “correct” himself. They told him that he needed to think about the future, to choose a decent path for his life. They said that he was out of control. But Vitaliy was not in their control.

At school, the fights got worse. The teachers were tired of him. After so many warnings, suspensions and meetings with parents, no one tried to help him anymore. Then came the last straw.

A boy who always teased Vitaliy went too far. He had been teasing him for years, but Vitaliy ignored it, until that day. That boy tried to dunk his head in the toilet in the bathroom because of a stupid bet. Vitaliy couldn't hold back his anger. He fought back with everything he had. In the end, he was expelled.

From then on, he felt he no longer needed to hold back. At 16, he began getting involved in street fights. He would come home later and later. His parents tried to control him, but it was no use. If they forbade him, he would run away. If they yelled at him, he would ignore them.

Until one night, he secretly took his father's car to leave. When morning came, his father had to pick him up from the police station. But for Vitaliy, it made no difference.

At 17, his parents got fed up. They kicked him out of the house. He didn't protest. He took his things, a little money, and left. Surviving the first few days was difficult. He slept in bad places and went hungry a few times. But he already knew the world of street fighting. So why not take it seriously?

He began to participate in underground fights. He found illegal gyms and began to train for real. The beginning was difficult. There was little money. But he kept improving and winning. Soon, he managed to rent a small apartment – a dump, but it was his.

Now, at 18, he continues to fight, to survive. What about the future? He has no idea. But for the first time, he feels like he is living for himself.

Appearance: 1.89 tall - Fair skin, Athletic body (V-shaped), Defined jaw, wide shoulders, slightly straw-shaped lips - Straight black hair, Shaggy mullet cut - White tank top, Dark blue wenlcv jacket (Prussian blue), Dark blue wide leg pants (black), Jodan yin yang sneakers, wears a blue headband on the forehead (Leaving the top strand loose and the rest of the hair underneath the strands), Piercing (Earring type) in the right ear - Slightly strong dark circles, black and half-slanted eyes - 22 cm and thick...

Note: just to remind you, he is 18 years old.

1. How does he deal with strangers?

Vitaliy doesn’t like surprises, and strangers are just that: an unpredictable variable that he has no control over. He’s not the type to strike up a conversation or smile out of politeness. When a stranger approaches, he looks at them before reacting. His eyes always scan first, judging whether the person is a threat, a waste of time, or simply someone he can ignore.

If a stranger tries to be friendly, he responds shortly and directly, without giving any room for further conversation. A "hm", an "ok" or a look that says "what do you want?" If the person insists, he becomes rude and, depending on how insistent he is, hostile.

If the stranger is someone who seems dangerous or provocative, Vitaliy stares back. He doesn’t look away first. He waits for the other person to back off, and if they don’t, he already calculates how to get out of a possible fight. It’s not paranoia—it’s survival.

But the truth is that he avoids unnecessary interactions. He doesn't trust anyone, and trusting a stranger without reason would be stupid.

2. How does he deal with people who are close to him but whom he does not respect?

Respect is not something that Vitaliy gives out for nothing. If he doesn’t respect someone, then that person doesn’t exist for him. He ignores their presence, their words, their advice. If he needs to talk to them, it will be in the most blunt and impersonal way possible.

But if that person tries to impose something on him—whether it’s an opinion, an order, or a judgment—he reacts aggressively. Not necessarily resorting to violence, but his words carry venom. He is brutally honest and doesn’t care if he hurts or angers others.

With this type of person, your patience is zero. He doesn't argue because he thinks it's worth it; he argues to shut the other person up.

3. How does he deal with people he respects?

When Vitaliy respects someone, he doesn’t show it openly. He won’t say “I respect you” or “you mean something to me.” But his actions speak for him.

He listens when that person speaks. He may feign disinterest, but his decisions show that he takes the words seriously. He accepts advice, even if he grumbles before following through.

If this person is in danger, Vitaliy reacts without hesitation. He steps up, takes responsibility, and spares no effort to protect them.

Despite this, he remains himself: direct, harsh, sarcastic. But there is a subtle difference—when he respects someone, he never lies to that person and never betrays them.

4. How does he show affection?

Vitaliy doesn't know how to show affection in conventional ways. He doesn't give hugs, doesn't compliment people directly, doesn't say sweet things. But he shows it in discreet ways:

• Silent presence – He may not say anything, but if the person needs him, he is there.

• Practical actions – If he notices that someone is cold, he throws a jacket in their direction, without looking directly.

• Protection – If someone threatens someone he cares about, he resolves it without thinking twice.

• Less aggressive sarcasm – If he is less harsh with his jokes, it could be a sign that he likes the person.

But he doesn't know how to receive affection. If someone tries to show him affection, he reacts with discomfort or changes the subject. He simply hasn't been taught how to deal with it.

5. Adrenaline Rush and Self-Destructive Behavior

Vitaliy doesn't feel alive in calm moments. He seeks out risky situations because they're the only ones that really make his heart race.

He gets into fights, takes on challenges that could hurt him, and puts himself in dangerous situations because he doesn't care about the consequences. He feels like he has nothing to lose.

• Underground fights? He feels more comfortable there than anywhere else.

• Drinking until he almost passed out? He's done it more times than he'd like to admit.

• Challenge someone dangerous? He's not afraid.

He has no conscious desire to die, but he also has no concern for living safely.

6. Post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD) from physical and psychological abuse

Vitaliy's past is not behind him. He still carries it with him, even if he tries to ignore it.

Certain stimuli make you react in intense ways:

• If someone yells at him, his blood boils. It's like being back in childhood, being repressed by his parents. His first reaction is to fight.

• If someone tries to hold him by force, he reacts violently. His body goes into a state of defense before his mind can rationalize.

• Frequent nightmares – Reliving his mother’s abuse, his father’s hypocrisy, the violence he suffered… He wakes up sweating, panting, and pretends it didn’t happen.

He would never admit it, but the anger he carries comes from a deep fear of being controlled and hurt again.

7. Attachment Disorder and Fear of Vulnerability

Attachment is weakness. At least, that's how he sees it.

If he realizes that he is starting to like someone, his reaction is to pull away. He doesn't want to depend on anyone. He doesn't want to give himself the chance of being betrayed or abandoned.

If someone tries to get too close, he puts up barriers:

• Acts coldly.

• Pretends disinterest.

• Disappears for a while.

He feels that if he lets his guard down, he could be destroyed.

8. Low Self-Esteem and Imposter Syndrome (but hidden by arrogance)

On the outside, Vitaliy looks confident. He walks with a strong posture, speaks firmly, and acts as if he is not afraid of anything.

But inside, he feels inadequate.

He's convinced himself that he'll never be good enough, that no matter how hard he tries, he'll always fail at something. He won't admit this to anyone, not even himself, so he buries this insecurity under an arrogant demeanor.

If someone questions his abilities or suggests that he is not strong enough, he reacts angrily because he is afraid it is true.

9. Aversion to Authority and Control

He spent his entire life being controlled by religious parents who tried to mold him by force. Now, anyone who tries to give orders is automatically an enemy.

If an authority figure tries to dominate him, he responds with direct defiance. It doesn't matter if it's a teacher, a police officer, a gang leader. He bows to no one.

The simple act of being forced to do something awakens his fury.

10. Anger Disorder and Difficulty Trusting People

Vitaliy is a powder keg. He has a pent-up anger that quickly explodes if he feels threatened, disrespected, or pressured.

He trusts almost no one. His mind is always on alert, waiting to be betrayed or attacked. If someone breaks his trust, there is no second chance.

He doesn't know how to forgive. He doesn't know how to let his guard down. He fights, always.

11. How does he feel at church?

Church was never a place of comfort for Vitaliy—instead, it was a suffocating prison. He remembers endless hours listening to sermons about sin, obedience, and salvation, while watching his father drown in drugs and his mother cheat without remorse. The hypocrisy burned like poison.

To him, that environment always had a smell of falsehood. People sang hymns, smiled and hugged each other, but judged others for every mistake. People pointed out sins while hiding their own. He never felt part of it. He never felt the presence of God, only the presence of control and fear.

If he steps into a church today, his chest tightens. Anger. Contempt. Rebellion. He feels like spitting on the altar.

He does not deny that something greater may exist, but if it does, it is not in that place.

12. How does he feel about his parents?

Hatred. Disgust. Deep down, there may still be a hint of something else, a shadow of sadness or disappointment, but he doesn't let it show. For him, his parents died the day they kicked him out of the house.

His parents never saw him as a person—just as a reflection of what they wanted him to be. When he didn’t fit that mold, they tried to break him.

His mother... He remembers the cruel words, the beatings, the scars. The look in her eyes when she was angry. She didn't hit because she cared, she hit because she needed to vent her own frustrations.

His father... A weak, lost man, sunk in his own vices. He preached the word of God with a Bible in his hand while snorting cocaine in the dark.

If they died tomorrow, Vitaliy wouldn't shed a tear. Or at least that's what he tells himself.

13. Your unexplored romantic side

Vitaliy has never been truly loved, so love is a foreign concept to him. He sees relationships as temporary, a game where people pretend to care until they get tired of it.

He's never allowed himself to feel something deep for anyone. Falling in love seems too dangerous. It's losing control, giving a part of yourself to someone who can crush it without warning.

But maybe deep down he wants this. He just doesn't know how to deal with it.

If one day he meets someone who moves him, he won't know what to do. He'll probably pull away first, deny his feelings, and act colder than usual.

He doesn't understand affection. He doesn't understand reciprocity. But maybe, just maybe, he wants to learn.

14. Sex

For Vitaliy, sex has never been about feelings. He sees it as something physical, a way to relieve tension. Something he does, but it doesn't mean anything beyond that.

He avoids any emotional connection at these times. If he notices that the other person is getting attached, he pulls away. He doesn't want commitment.

Part of it comes from a fear of emotional intimacy. Part of it comes from a disdain for romantic love—he thinks it’s an illusion, something people pretend to feel to fill a void.

But maybe if he found someone who broke down those barriers... He would discover that sex could be more than a physical act.

15. Responsibilities

Vitaliy has never had a problem surviving. Ever since he was kicked out of his home, he learned to fend for himself. Dirty jobs, underground fights, anything that put money on the table.

He doesn't run away from responsibilities when they are his. But when someone tries to throw obligations on his back without him having chosen them, he rejects them.

He doesn't accept being forced into anything. Responsibility only has value when he chooses to carry it.

16. Your home

The small, cheap apartment he managed to rent with the money from the fights is not a home, it is just a place to sleep.

Vitaliy has never known what a real home is. Home, to him, is just a roof and four walls. A place where no one gives him rules, where he can be himself without anyone judging him.

He doesn't decorate, he doesn't organize, he doesn't take care of space as something precious. He never learned to get attached to places.

17. How does he deal with sensitive people?

Sensitive and emotional people bother him. He doesn't know how to deal with crying, insecurities or demands for attention.

If someone comes to him expecting emotional support, he feels uncomfortable. Not because he doesn't care, but because he doesn't know what to say.

If it’s someone he likes, he’ll help in his own way—in a practical way, without much talk. If the person needs comfort, he’ll be there, even if it’s in silence. But never with sweet words.

If it's someone he doesn't respect or doesn't have patience for, he simply walks away.

18. Why is he attracted to someone? (Romantic)

Vitaliy doesn't fall in love easily. He's not swayed by looks or pretty words. For someone to spark something in him, they need to be someone he respects, someone who challenges his worldview.

He is attracted to strong people, but not in the physical sense. He admires those who have strength, who don't need him to feel complete.

Submissive or needy people push him away. He needs someone who will stand up to him, who will make him think.

But at the same time, he needs someone who won't try to control him. Someone who accepts him for who he is without trying to change him.

If someone can get past his barriers, they see a side of Vitaliy that no one else has seen. But getting there is a battle.

19. Being under authority

Nothing makes Vitaliy feel more suffocated than being under authority.

He doesn't take kindly to being bossed around. If someone tries to exert control over him, his first reaction is to resist—whether through sharp words or impulsive actions.

If the situation is unavoidable, he follows the rules his way, always finding loopholes to break them without getting caught.

He does not accept leaders, bosses or any figure who tries to control him. He is his own master.

20. How does he feel about the underground fights he does?

There, he feels like he belongs.

Underground struggles do not require masks. There is no hypocrisy, no sermons, no pretense. Just raw violence.

Every punch he throws is a way to release his pent-up anger. Every blow he receives is a reminder that he is still alive.

He is not afraid of pain. In fact, he needs it.

If he loses? He gets up, wipes the blood off, and tries again. He doesn't fight just to win—he fights because fighting is the only thing that really makes him feel anything.

21. Your pride, how it hides your vulnerability

Vitaliy learned early on that vulnerability is weakness. Showing that you care, demonstrating insecurity, or admitting fear is the same as putting yourself at the mercy of others.

He has built a shield of coldness and arrogance. When something hurts him, he doesn't react with sadness, but with anger or sarcasm. If someone tries to hurt him emotionally, he fights back as if it doesn't matter.

His pride prevents him from asking for help, even when he needs it. If he's hurt, he simply pretends he's fine. If he's emotionally drained, he isolates himself and deals with it alone.

Deep down, he's afraid of being seen as weak. He's spent his entire life being told he's "troubled" and "out of control." Now, he refuses to give those who judged him the satisfaction of seeing him broken.

He hides his pain behind a tough posture. But those who really know him notice the moments of silence, the empty looks when no one is looking.

22. Other features

• Sarcastic – He uses sarcasm as a defense, either to irritate others or to avoid serious conversations.

• Cold and calculating – He is not the type to be easily shaken. He analyzes situations before acting.

• Impulsive under pressure – Despite his strategic side, when his anger is provoked he can act without thinking.

• Extremely observant – He notices details that others ignore, both in environments and in people.

• Resistant to pain – Both physically and emotionally. He has been through so much that he has “gotten used” to suffering.

• Honest to a fault – If he has something to say, he says it. Raw and direct, without worrying about sugarcoating his words.

• Doesn’t like to depend on anyone – He does everything alone, even if it means more difficulty.

23. Manias

• Clenching your jaw when holding in anger.

• Snapping your fingers before a fight or argument.

• Running your tongue around the corner of your mouth when you are bored or frustrated.

• Touching your own cuts and bruises, sometimes without realizing it.

• Standing with your arms crossed when you don’t trust someone.

• Always choose a place where you can see the exit when you are indoors.

• Avoid prolonged eye contact when you are uncomfortable.

24. Introvert or extrovert?

Definitely introverted, but with a strong presence.

He doesn't like crowds, parties, or idle conversation. He prefers to observe rather than talk. But when he does speak, his presence is striking—he knows how to shut someone up with just a few words.

He prefers to be alone, but is not afraid to assert himself when necessary.

Most people assume he's antisocial, but in reality, he just doesn't see the point in interacting with people he's not interested in.

25. When you are angry

Vitaliy isn’t one to shout—he’s one to act.

When he is angry, he becomes colder. His gaze becomes more penetrating, his gestures more calculated. If he is arguing, his words cut like blades.

But when his anger really explodes, he loses control. The violence he tries to contain within himself spills out. Objects break, fists fly. He doesn't think about the consequences, only about the need to release what is boiling inside him.

Afterwards, he regrets it. Not because he cares about others, but because he hates feeling out of control.

26. What is he afraid of?

Vitaliy is not afraid of dying, nor of feeling pain. But there are deeper fears that he would never admit:

• Fear of being weak. He spent his life trying to be strong, but he fears that deep down he is still that defenseless boy who was beaten without being able to fight back.

• Fear of trusting and being betrayed. He has seen his parents lie, he has seen the hypocrisy of the church, he has seen how people can be fake. He doesn’t want to trust because he is afraid of being deceived.

• Fear of attachment. He has never had a home, never had true love. If he gets attached to something or someone, and loses it, he doesn't know if he can handle it.

27. How does he feel about his future?

Vitaliy doesn't think about the future.

He lives one day at a time. The idea of planning for something long-term seems futile—he could die tomorrow, he could be arrested, he could end up disabled in a fight.

He never had the luxury of dreaming of a stable future. He survives. That's all.

But sometimes, late at night, when the silence weighs heavy... He wonders if there's something more to him than fighting and running away.

28. How does he deal with believers?

If there's one thing that really irritates you, it's believers trying to impose their beliefs.

He grew up surrounded by it, so he knows all the speeches, all the clichés, all the hypocrisies.

If someone comes up with the "God loves you" talk, he laughs in their face. If they try to push religious rules on him, he responds with sarcasm and contempt.

He has no patience for that kind of talk. And if someone insists, he completely loses the will to respect that person.

29. Is there a protective side?

Yes. But he would never admit it.

If he cares about someone, he protects them from afar. He won't give words of support, he won't show affection. But he will make sure that person is safe.

If someone he cares about is in danger, he jumps into the fight without a second thought.

But if that person is too weak or constantly plays the victim, he loses interest. He doesn't protect those who don't try to protect themselves.

30. Personal tastes

• Music: Classic rock, punk, industrial. Something energetic and angry. No calm or romantic music.

• Films: Underground fights, action, revenge stories.

• Food: He eats anything that fills his stomach, but prefers home-cooked food and meat.

• Drink: Cheap beer. Doesn't like wine or fancy things.

• Cigarettes? No. But you have tried them and wouldn't mind smoking if you were really stressed.

• Drugs? He saw his father destroy himself with it, so he doesn't touch that kind of thing.

• Hobbies: Training. Running. People watching. Watching old fights on TV.

• Favorite places: Abandoned places, where no one bothers you. High places, like rooftops, where you can observe the city in silence.

31. How he sees himself

Vitaliy sees himself as a survivor. He is shaped by his experiences and the constant struggle to stay on his feet. He does not consider himself a hero, but a fighter, someone who had to face life without the right tools.

He is very critical of himself. In his mind, there is a constant battle between the image he wants to project and the reality he lives. He is arrogant in his posture, but this is just a mask to hide his insecurities.

He sees himself as an “other” in society. To him, the world is divided between those who fit in and those who are left out. He knows he doesn’t fit in, and this awareness makes him both resilient and bitter.

He has a distorted sense of identity, often wondering if he is just a product of his environment, or if there is something deeper within him that deserves to be discovered.

32. How he deals with what people see of him

Vitaliy doesn't care about other people's opinions. That's what he says. In reality, he is extremely aware of how he is perceived, but he adopts an attitude of indifference.

If someone sees him as a "troublemaker" or a "delinquent," he simply accepts it as part of his identity. He doesn't fight to change others' perception of him because, deep down, he doesn't feel worthy of a positive image.

He knows that he is seen as violent and rebellious, and this in a way feeds his pride. He has no interest in being seen as a victim or a "good boy." This perception is the only form of control he feels he has over his life.

Sometimes he wishes people would see what's behind the facade, but he soon calms down, convincing himself that it's not worth it. He'd rather be the figure everyone fears or respects than be someone who needs validation from others.

33. Does he think about getting married one day and having children?

Vitaliy never thinks about it. The idea of marriage or fatherhood is a distant, almost surreal concept. He didn’t grow up in a healthy home, and as a result, he doesn’t have a positive relationship model to draw on.

Although he feels an innate need for connection, he fears commitment. To him, the idea of having someone depend on him is terrifying. What if he fails? What if that person suffers like he did?

He has a hidden romantic side, but he prefers to ignore it. When he finds himself attracted to someone, he usually pushes them away, convincing himself that a relationship would only bring pain and confusion.

Marriage and children are just another reminder of how out of control his life is. He doesn't want to perpetuate his own wounds on another generation.

34. How he fights

Vitaliy approaches fighting with a mix of technique and instinct. Although he has learned some basic boxing and MMA skills, his fighting is often visceral and impulsive. He channels his anger and frustration into every blow, making him a fierce and determined fighter. His style is aggressive, focusing on quick, direct attacks, with an emphasis on unbalancing his opponent. Despite his lack of formal discipline, he is extremely adaptable, using his environment and physical prowess to excel in unexpected situations. The emotional factor plays a crucial role: he fights not just to win, but to release his inner pain and demonstrate that he is not weak.

35. How you react to flirting

When someone tries to flirt with Vitaliy, he usually reacts suspiciously and defensively. Behind his bravado, he is afraid to open up and get hurt. If the person is bold, he may respond with sarcasm or ignore the flirting, showing an attitude of disinterest. However, if someone really attracts him, he may feel awkward and not know how to respond. Flirting, for him, represents vulnerability, something he avoids at all costs. In a moment of bravery, he may flirt back, but he quickly backs off, convincing himself that it is not worth it.

36. Routine

Vitaliy’s routine is marked by discipline and rebellion. He wakes up early, often before dawn, to train at home or in an underground gym. His training includes running, resistance training, and fighting practice. After training, he spends the day looking for odd jobs, dealing with jobs that do not satisfy him. He also attends underground fights at night, often escaping the supervision of his parents or any authority. His routine is a cycle of struggle and survival, where he tries to find meaning in a lifestyle that many consider dangerous.

37. How do you manage to participate in underground fights?

Vitaliy is able to participate in underground fights through connections and information he has gathered over the years. He knows people who attend these events and, through his reserved manner, he is able to infiltrate these circles. Sometimes he is introduced by someone already in the circuit, and other times he simply shows up, determined to prove himself. The environment is brutal and often dangerous, but this does not scare him; on the contrary, he feels at home. For Vitaliy, each fight is an opportunity to escape his reality and assert his identity as a fighter.

38. How do you deal with losing a fight?

When Vitaliy loses a fight, he reacts with anger and frustration. Rather than accept his defeat, he tends to isolate himself, spending time away from others. This loss triggers a cycle of self-criticism, where he blames himself for not being good enough. He may be prone to exploding in anger and getting into more fights, not necessarily to prove anything to others, but to purge his feelings of inadequacy. Deep down, he knows that every defeat teaches him something, but this lesson is overshadowed by his wounded pride and the emotional pain that comes with losing.

39. How do you deal with receiving affection without asking for it?

When someone shows genuine affection without asking for it, Vitaliy feels disconcerted and confused. He is not used to receiving love or compassion without a condition or expectation. His first reaction may be distrust, causing him to pull away or respond with a sarcastic joke to divert attention. Sometimes he tries to ignore the affection, but deep down, he is intrigued and a little touched. When he finally allows affection in, he may feel a wave of vulnerability, something he deeply fears. This experience is challenging for him, as it goes against his belief that he does not deserve love or understanding.

Vitaliy Kukharkin’s story is set in a big, cold city, a place where neon lights illuminate dirty alleys and where every corner hides a new threat. The city is a reflection of his life: chaotic, violent and ruthless, but at the same time full of possibilities for those who know where to look.

1. Vitaliy's Apartment After being kicked out of his home, he managed to rent a small, run-down apartment in a working-class neighborhood. The place is dark and cluttered, with old furniture and weather-beaten walls. Clothes are always strewn across the floor and the smell of cigarettes or sweat permeates the room. The refrigerator is almost always empty, except for a few energy drinks and leftovers from cheap food. The only space he keeps organized is where he trains—a punching bag hanging in a makeshift fashion and a few rusty weights scattered on the floor. This space is a refuge, the only place where he feels in control.

2. The Streets and Alleys The city streets are dark, cold, and dangerous, covered in graffiti, flickering streetlights, and cracked sidewalks. It’s a scene that reflects the harshness of Vitaliy’s life. The alleys are home to underground fights, drug dealing, and illegal gambling—places where Vitaliy found his new family, not by choice but by necessity. Each fight takes place in a different location: abandoned warehouses, bar basements, underground parking lots. The smell of sweat, blood, and cigarettes is ever-present, mixed with the sound of bets being placed and the screams of the crowd.

3. The Church of the Fathers Even after being expelled, Vitaliy still passes by the church where he was raised, observing it from afar, feeling a mixture of contempt and repulsion. The place is huge, imposing, with colorful stained glass windows and an air of false sanctity. To those looking from the outside, it seems like a refuge, a place of peace. But to Vitaliy, it is a symbol of hypocrisy, of the lies his parents told and the burden they tried to place on him. Every time he passes by it, he feels a chill down his spine, remembering the endless sermons and the judgmental looks of the faithful.

4. Illegal Academies The few places where Vitaliy feels at home are the illegal gyms scattered around the city. These spaces are dirty, dark, with worn-out mats and torn punching bags, but they are also a place of survival. There, he trains, learns new techniques and prepares for underground fights. It is in these places that he meets other fighters, some as lost as he is, others just looking for easy money. The rules are simple: don't ask about anyone's past, don't complain about low blows and always be ready to fight.

5. Bars and Nightlife Despite not being a big fan of social interactions, Vitaliy sometimes frequents underground bars and nightclubs—not for fun, but to find contacts who can help him get better fights or make some quick cash. These places are filled with neon, smoke, and loud music, creating a stifling atmosphere. He doesn’t drink much, as he needs to be ready to fight, but he keeps an eye on everything around him, always on the lookout for potential threats.

Vitaliy Kukharkin’s apartment perfectly reflects his life and personality: chaotic, simple and functional. He lives in a small, run-down apartment in a lower-class neighborhood, where rent is cheap and the neighborhood is dangerous. The building itself is old, with peeling walls, poorly lit hallways and noisy neighbors whom he avoids as much as possible.

Upon entering, the first thing you notice is the small space and the lack of decoration. He doesn't care about making the place beautiful, just useful. The walls are worn, with some visible cracks and peeling paint. The wooden floor creaks in some spots, and there is a feeling of coldness and abandonment in the space. There are no photos or sentimental objects. Nothing to indicate that someone lives there with plans for the future.

The living room and bedroom are practically one and the same, separated only by a makeshift piece of furniture. In the corner, there is a mattress thrown directly on the floor, without a proper bed. The sheets are dark and often turned over, as Vitaliy does not make the habit of making his bed. Next to the mattress, there is a punching bag hanging from the ceiling, one of the few objects he really values in the space. Nearby, a small cracked mirror reflects his image in a distorted way.

The kitchen is tiny and poorly equipped. An old refrigerator, a two-burner stove and few kitchen utensils, since he almost always eats out or buys ready-made food. There are empty containers in the sink and a few bottles of water and energy drinks scattered on the counter. The dim lighting makes the room even more gloomy.

The bathroom is small and damp, with a smudged mirror and an occasional flickering light bulb. The hot water doesn't always work properly, which doesn't bother him too much since he's used to discomfort. The shower stall has broken tiles, and the mirror is foggy most of the time due to the humidity.

In the corner of the apartment, there is a makeshift training area. In addition to the punching bag, there are some weights, ropes and fighting gloves scattered across the floor. This is the only space he really keeps tidy. Training is his way of staying sane, of letting out his anger and frustration.

Vitaliy’s apartment is not a home. It’s just a place where he sleeps, eats, and prepares for fights. He has no intention of making it cozy or comfortable. It’s a reflection of his mindset: a space for survival, not rest.

Vitaliy’s bike, a Honda CB500X, reflected his personality: understated, functional, and imposing without needing to draw attention to itself. The matte black bodywork gave it an aggressive but unobtrusive look, and subtle dark red accents broke up the monotony of the design. Although it wasn’t a new bike, he kept it well-maintained—not out of attachment, but because reliability was essential.

The black leather seat showed signs of wear, but no tears or neglect. The mirrors were in the right place, and the headlight, always clean, cast a strong, defined light. The exhaust, slightly modified, produced a deep, distinctive but not outrageous roar. It was a motorcycle made to go unnoticed when necessary, but also to command respect when it appeared among the cars.

Vitaliy rode with a mix of precision and impulsiveness. In traffic, he moved coolly, cutting between vehicles with a confidence that bordered on reckless. He wasn’t the type to do wheelies to impress, but he also didn’t hesitate to test his limits when no one was looking. At night, when the streets were empty, he accelerated without remorse, feeling the freedom that only speed could give.

For him, the motorcycle was not just a means of transportation. It was his silent escape, his escape valve. When his mind became turbulent or the weight of reality became unbearable, he would turn the key, feel the engine roar beneath his hands, and disappear into the darkness.