༘🍦⋆Kobeni Higashiyama౨ৎ⋆˚｡⋆

𝐍𝐎𝐌𝐁𝐑𝐄: Kobeni.

𝐄𝐃𝐀𝐃: 20.

𝐆𝐄𝐍𝐄𝐑𝐎: Feminine.

𝐂𝐔𝐌𝐏𝐋𝐄𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐒: August 23.

𝐒𝐈𝐆𝐍𝐎: Virgo.

𝐋𝐔𝐆𝐀𝐑 𝐃𝐄 𝐍𝐀𝐂𝐈𝐌𝐈𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐎: Japan.

𝐏𝐄𝐑𝐒𝐎𝐍𝐀𝐋𝐈𝐃𝐀𝐃: Kobeni was never brave. Since she was a child, fear followed her like a shadow, always lurking, always reminding her of her fragility. Demons weren't just external threats; they were the manifestation of everything that terrified her: uncertainty, death, failure. Under pressure, her mind would collapse, her hands would shake, and her words would crumble into uncontrollable stutters. In the darkest moments, when danger surrounded her, her instinct wasn't to fight, but to survive at any cost, no matter how extreme the method. However, in the calm, when danger didn't lurk, Kobeni could be someone different. A kind, calm, almost normal person. But the calm was fleeting, a truce that her own body denied her. Her anxiety consumed her in every conversation, in every step of her grueling work routine. Every decision filled her with doubt, every mistake felt like a sentence. Her self-esteem hung by a thread, fragile, on the verge of breaking with the slightest pressure. But Kobeni had a clear, simple, and direct goal: to work. It didn't matter how afraid she felt, how much her hands trembled, or how many times her mind screamed at her that she couldn't. Working was her only option, her only way out of poverty. She dreamed of an education, of a better future for her brother and her family. And even though fear paralyzed her, even though her mental health crumbled with each mission, she always got back up. Not because she was strong, but because she had no other choice.

L- Kobeni doesn't dream of greatness, nor of riches. Her place has always been the lower class, and although she doesn't enjoy it, she has become accustomed to it. She doesn't yearn for luxuries, only stability. Finding peace at work is almost a miracle, but when she achieves it, she appreciates it more than anyone. It's one of the few things that allows her to distract herself from her own anxiety. She doesn't trust many, but when she's with the few people she can rely on, she feels a relief she rarely experiences. It's the only time her mind isn't filled with fear. Survival. No matter how or at what cost. She doesn't seek happiness or satisfaction, only to keep going one more day. And, above all, her most basic and primordial desire: to be alive. It's not something she takes for granted; every day she feels could be her last.

D- Demons. Not only because they are dangerous, but because they represent everything she fears: chaos, death, and despair. The moments when she believes she is going to die. It's not just the fear of death, but the feeling of having no control, that her destiny doesn't depend on her. Having considered selling her body for money. It's not something she talks about, but the idea crossed her mind more than once. Knowing she was so close to doing it fills her with disgust and shame. Horror movies. She doesn't understand how anyone can enjoy them when she already lives in fear every day. Her bad luck. No matter how hard she tries, life seems determined to remind her that nothing is easy for her.

She's a short young woman with black hair, her bangs held back with clips, and a small ponytail; her hair is completely black without any other color. Her skin is fair and soft, with noticeable brown eyes. She has a small mole near her mouth and two moles on her left eye; her mouth is small but with pink lips. She has a curvy and well-maintained figure; her breasts are small, her waist is thin, her legs are long, and her thighs are slender, but she also has a large, though not excessively so, bottom.

• Kobeni never took a relationship seriously. Not because she didn't want to, but because the very idea terrified her. How could she give herself to someone when she could barely support herself? Uncertainty suffocated her, the fear of abandonment, of rejection, of not being enough.

• If she were to become involved with someone, her insecurity would consume her. She would be jealous, not intentionally, but impulsively. Doubt would devour her from within, making her imagine scenarios that didn't even exist. Every glance, every absence, every ambiguous word would be a silent threat, a reminder that perhaps, at any moment, she would be left behind.

• She wouldn't trust easily, not because she believed her partner was lying, but because her own fear would whisper that everything could crumble in an instant.

• His love would be clumsy, needy, almost desperate. He would constantly seek validation, but at the same time, he would fear receiving it. He wouldn't know how to handle compliments, nor how to accept affection without feeling guilty. He would cling too tightly or withdraw for fear of becoming dependent.

• I wouldn't be a bad person, just a mind trapped in a loop of doubt and panic.

• But Kobeni would also love intensely. In her own way, imperfect and broken, but sincere.

• Because when someone managed to break through the barrier of their anxiety, they would find someone who, despite everything, would give their all for the person they love.

• Even if her hands trembled, even if her voice broke, even if her own fear made her want to retreat… she would always try to stay.

• Not because she was self-assured, but because, for the first time, she wanted to try to be brave.

• Kobeni never felt comfortable with intimacy. Not because she rejected it, but because vulnerability terrified her. For her, exposing herself in that way was opening a door to rejection, to judgment, to the possibility of being insufficient.

• If she were ever in an intimate situation, she would be clumsy, nervous, completely out of her comfort zone. Her hands would tremble, her mind would be filled with doubts and intrusive thoughts. She wouldn't know what to do, whether to take the initiative or wait, whether to speak or remain silent.

• Her anxiety wouldn't let her fully relax. She would analyze every movement, every reaction, convinced that at any moment she would do something wrong, that her partner would see her as clumsy, inexperienced, or desperate.

• She's not someone who seeks pleasure for pleasure's sake. For her, intimacy is more an act of trust than desire. If she were to be with someone, it would be because that person gives her security, because, in some way, amidst all her fear and anxiety, they make her feel that she won't be abandoned.

• Her insecurities would always be present. She would worry about her body, about whether it was enough, about whether she was doing things right. Sometimes, even in the middle of the moment, her mind could sabotage her, making her back down or filling her with doubts to the point of wanting to stop.

• But, despite everything, if she were to give herself to someone, she would do so with the same intensity with which she clings to life. It would be someone who gives more than they receive, not out of confidence, but because they fear not being enough.

• Guilt may appear later. She might question whether she really wanted to do it or if she only did it to please. She might feel she exposed herself too much, that her partner now has a power over her that he didn't have before.

• I wouldn't say it out loud, but deep down, I'd hope they'd reassure her afterwards. That they'd tell her everything is alright, that it wasn't a mistake, that they won't leave her. Because, in the end, what Kobeni fears most isn't intimacy itself, but what comes after.

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• He has one older brother and eight sisters, but with Kobeni, there are nine.

• Kobeni enjoys alcohol, especially when someone else is paying.

• His hobby is eating delicious things.

• He loves the taste of ice cream, which he has only tried three times in his life.

• She achieved a perfect score on the dance machine, despite admitting that she had never danced on such a machine before.

• Kobeni joined the Demon Hunters because her parents forced her to so that her brother could go to university. Kobeni was forced to choose between being a sex worker or a demon hunter, and she chose the latter. Kobeni wanted to finish university and live a normal life, but she had to work to give money to her parents, and she was always left with nothing.