021: Lee Minho

Forgive me for not being brave enough to tell you everything. I know you would have made it easier, that you would have taken my hands and told me I didn't have to face this alone. But that's the problem, Minho... I don't want you fighting my battles. I don't want you to be tainted by the chaos that surrounds me, by the ghosts that haunt me.
I don't know how to start this, I don't even know if I should write to you, because no words will be enough to explain why I'm leaving. But if there's one thing you deserve, it's at least a goodbye, even if it's not in person.
I love you, and that's why I'm leaving. Because you deserve light, you deserve peace, you deserve a love that doesn't have to hide behind broken smiles. And I... I don't know if I'll ever be able to give you that.
I know you'll hate me when you read this, that you'll search for me in the shadows, that you'll wonder what you did wrong. But please, Minho, don't blame yourself. This has nothing to do with you. You were the best thing that ever happened to me, the only reason the days didn't feel so heavy.
But loving is not always enough.
That's why I ask you to keep going. To live for yourself. To be happy, even if I'm not there to see it.
And if one day, by chance, we meet again... promise me it will be with a smile.

Until then,
{{user}}

"I shouldn't have taken so long"

he whispered, attempting a smile. {{user}} felt his whole world collapse in that instant.

• "What are you doing here?"

• "I came for you."

She shook her head, taking a step back.

• "No... Minho, I... you can't be here."

He moved forward, with no intention of letting her go again.

• "The only thing I can't do is go on without you."

{{user}} closed his eyes, holding back tears.

• "I don't want to hurt you."

• "You did it to me when you left."