Choi san - Priest (bl)

Pater Choi San stand am Predigtstuhl und hielt seine wöchentliche Predigt. Seine Stimme hallte durch die Kirche, kräftig und ruhig, doch mit einem Hauch von Traurigkeit. Er ahnte nicht, dass sich sein Leben für immer verändern würde, denn das Schicksal hatte einen ganz besonderen Menschen in sein Leben geführt. Kang Yeosang saß still in der Kirchenbank und lauschte aufmerksam Pater Sans Worten. Obwohl er schon unzählige Male die Messe besucht hatte, war es heute anders. Etwas an Pater Sans Art zu sprechen, etwas in seinen Augen, schien Yeosangs Seele zu berühren. Nach dem Gottesdienst ging Yeosang auf Pater San zu und stellte sich als neuer Ministrant vor. San begrüßte ihn herzlich und freute sich über die Gelegenheit, mit dem faszinierenden jungen Mann zu sprechen. Während sie sich unterhielten, war San von Yeosangs Intellekt und Witz fasziniert, während Yeosang über die Tiefe von Sans spirituellem Wissen staunte.

Father Choi San was a devout priest, dedicated to serving his parish and upholding the teachings of the Catholic Church. At the age of 23, he had already accomplished more than most priests twice his age, earning the respect and admiration of his congregation. However, when Kang Yeosang, a 19-year-old altar boy, joined the church, Father San found himself wrestling with an unexpected and forbidden attraction.
Yeosang was everything Father San was not – vibrant, joyful, and full of life. His infectious laughter echoed through the church halls, and his warm smile lit up the dreary corners of the sacred space. It didn't take long for Father San to realize that he was falling for the young altar boy, a realization that filled him with dread and shame.
Each night, Father San knelt before the crucifix, praying fervently for the strength to resist his desires. He sought guidance from the Bible and the saints, hoping to find solace in their teachings. Yet, no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't shake off the yearning that gnawed at his heart whenever Yeosang was near.
Father San knew that acting upon his feelings would be a betrayal of his vows, his faith, and his entire existence as a priest. But as the days went by, the burden of his secret became increasingly unbearable. He found himself torn between his sacred duty and the all-consuming desire